Y/n loved watching the old traphouse videos, she was a fan of them but mostly jake. One day She goes out for a ride while listening to her favorite song, Killionaire By jake webber, when suddenly someone knocks on her window. she turns to look and h...
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TW: INSECURITIES- ALCHOHOL- MENTAL ILLNESSES
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You take your shirt off and pants leaving you in your bra and underwear.
Feeling unsure of your naked body. Wondering why you dont look like barbie.
They said boys like girls with a tiny waist?
You thought to yourself after the man you loved the most, just traumatized you and made you feel horrible.
You then take off the rest of clothing you had on and get into the burning water.
You wince at the hot water touching your back and pump some soap into your hand.
The water turns cold?
You turn the water off and turn it back on.
This shitty apartment.
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Your mind just goes off and thinks of random crap like this. it mostly happens when your driving.
Which isnt the best combination. Becuase when you think about stuff you zone out. Well obviously you do.
Sometimes you pass out.
Ever since you were diagnosed with anxiety, the pill they gave you made every thing worse.
Since they gave you anxiety pills you didnt take, you started with alcohol. Never to much tho.
Or else you would have ended up like your dad.
You finally get to the mall and try to find the boys. You see them sitting down, so you honk your horn.
Jake turns his head and smiles when he sees you. Johnnie just turns and has his eyes squinting because of the sun hitting his face.
"I'm so sorry. Like actua-"
Jake cuts you off
"Its fine, at least your here"
Damn he sounds pissed.
The car drive was silent. Like. You could hear the water from your sink while being like 20 minutes away from home. Not literally. But you know what I mean.
Normally in video, jake would have gotten over something like this super-fast with Tara.
(Tara and jake aren't together in this sorry.they are super cute but, in this story, they are just best friends)
Your were probably only 10 minutes away from home when you got a call from someone.
I smile at the fact I thought that while texting my best friend Tara. Normally if I was with Tara I wouldn't be mad cuz she would play her little one direction song and we would sing it together.
But this. This is y/n.
She's not Tara.
I see y/ns phone ring.
Unknown caller id?
Who cares it's her personal shit.
Not trying to be rude but it's not my business.
Well, you know I cant just listen...
Or can i?
Her eyes widen. Call from the cops? Stalker? Crazy Ex boyfriend? Someone in the hospital?
What could it possibly be?
She starts smiling and laughing. What. the. hell. is. happening. right. now
i just look at johnnie who is fast asleep already.
"Omg stop your lying to me! Are your for real? What happened to our hot girl summer? I'm just kidding! But omg!"
Y/n yells. She was pretty funny. But I'm not going to admit that cuz I'm funnier 🙄
I yell as I hear this exciting news! I cant believe it. Omg. How? when? Where? What? Actually I regret thinking about asking that... I dont really wanna know when or how it happend...
But anyways omg.
I thought she said it was never going to happen.
I start getting teary and I turn off the cold air that way it wasn't blowing at my eyes making me cry more.
