NagiReo One Shots

lies

"Reo, please. Give me one more chance."

Those words, Reo has heard them for a lot of times, the chance is given and given once more each time.

"Please, I love you, I adore you. You're my everything."

Reo trusted him, Reo believed in him. They could have been merrily married and lived together, waking up each morning in his love's arms, ending each day with a goodnight kiss.

"Did you even fucking love me before? Seishirou?" The voice was filled with bitterness, regrets and sorrow, the voice shaking in disbelief.

Nagi looked away, avoiding eye contact with the man in front of him.

"Don't just avoid my question. Fucking look at me. Nagi Seishirou."

He forcefully grabbed Nagi's chin, and their eyes meet. It wasn't intimate like in the past, where they fall asleep looking into each other's eyes.

Reo cried, tears staining his face as he yelled and shouted at the man. Nagi doesn't handle well with emotions, but he deeply knows what he did was unforgivable.

-

It was just supposed to be a drink night with his friends.

A tipsy night, full of alcohol. Whiskeys and red wines in front of them. And most importantly, ladies to keep the men an entertaining company.

Nagi didn't bother with those women in front of him at first, until he was shoved and forced to chug down a whole bottle of whiskey. Nagi wasn't in his right mind anymore.

What he remembered was how he pinned down one of those women to the sofa, kissing her roughly and sucking her neck, until he got slapped by her, screaming and crying in front of him, saying that he's a psycho.

Nagi also remembered how his lover looked at him with tears. Reo, standing at the door, watched as Nagi kissed an unfamiliar woman under him.

Until a slap of a hand, a bam of a door. Nagi realised he did something horribly wrong.

"So did you love me? Nagi?" Reo asked again, voice full of wretch. "Did you truly love me when you confessed and promised to marry me and treat me good until we die?"

Nagi made no sound of response, he loved Reo, he truly did. Those words stuck in his throat, unable to say it out.

"You're unbelievable. Nagi." Reo choked on his words, hiccups heard when he stayed silent.

"If it was once and you were drunk, I wouldn't mind it. But this is the second time, Seishirou." He choked a sob, making Nagi's heart fill with regret.

"And you were sober, you were fucking sober-" Reo's voice broke again, and tears fell down and stained his pretty face once more.

It was true, He was sober and didn't drink one sip of alcohol, yet he tried kissing another man.

-

"You're pretty." Nagi recalled his words when he pinned Isagi to a wall, looking into his eyes.

Isagi was uncomfortable, too, he tried pushing Nagi away. "What has gotten into you? You have a boyfriend, Nagi. Hands off." Nagi remembered how he demanded.

"Just a kiss. Please."

Recalling to that horrific memory, Nagi's eyes widened, when the heck did he have the courage to say that?

Isagi was completely stunned, he remembered how he struggled in Nagi's firm grip, muttering repeated swears and slurs until Bachira showed up.

Nagi didn't notice it though, he pressed his lips forcefully onto Isagi's. The next thing he recalls is another slap on the face, except it was from Isagi.

On his side was Bachira, staring into his eyes furiously, looking like he was about to roundhouse kick Nagi in the face.

Nagi didn't talk to Isagi for days, nor did the other plan to as well.

And this incident was soon spread to Reo's ears, leading to the situation they are in right now.

"I'm tired, I'm so fucking tired. Nagi." Reo walked out of the room, preparing to leave.

Nagi didn't spare him a glance, he know he is disgusting and a disappointment. Even his friends hate him now, not to mention Isagi.

"Please."

Reo paused.

"I love you, I really do."

Reo gripped his bag tighter.

"I did something wrong, I know. Even if I apologise right now, I won't be able to compensate how hurt you felt."

Nagi finally said it out, he loves Reo, he adores Reo, Reo is his everything.

"Reo, please. Give me one more chance."

Nagi hugged the boy from the back, muttering repeated "sorry" to Reo.

Reo couldn't hold it, the love he held for Nagi is too much, too much for him to just let them go in one night.

He turned to face Nagi, desperately hugging his lover. Oh, how he missed this feeling, to be wrapped in Nagi's arms, to be filled with his love.

"You're so blunt and emotionless, Nagi..." Reo said between cries and hiccups, still hugging Nagi.

"I know, I will change that, for you." Nagi muttered on Reo's shoulders, he may still be as emotionless as he was, but he would change it for Reo.

Reo pulled him into a kiss, a desperate, intimate one.

Nagi recalls back to their first kiss, both were inexperienced and their teeth would often clash together, yet they couldn't bother to care about it, they were teenagers in love, a deep one.

As clumsy as ever, Nagi tried his best to catch up with Reo's affectionate kisses. Seeing how Nagi frowned when Reo picked up the kissing pace, he giggled.

"Keep this promise, Nagi Seishirou." Reo kissed his lover's forehead. "Don't disappoint me."

Nagi nodded, of course, he would promise his lover.

He wants this moment to last forever.

"Where did your fucking promise go?!" Reo threw a flower vase to the floor, the one Nagi bought for him.

His third time, his third time cheating on Reo.

Nagi didn't keep his promise, he wanted to. There are no excuses for this, Nagi made a huge, huge, unforgivable mistake.

-

He was sober, he was not affected by a single drop of alcohol.

Nagi and Reo joined other Blue Lock members to a celebration night as they won against the U-20s.

Before stepping into the club, Nagi made a promise that he will not drink a single sip of alcohol. Reo trusted his promise.

He didn't drink, but he still kissed another guy, it wasn't a dare or anything. Nagi just did it, in front of his lover.

He couldn't explain what came over him, but doing it in front of Reo made him feel disgusted of himself.

Nagi promised Reo, he promised it, he promised to change.

However, even he himself knows that he couldn't keep it, but he wanted to, he couldn't afford making Reo's trust in him break, yet it still happened.

Reo is standing in front of him, in their shared apartment, the apartment where they wanted to live together till death.

Tears stained his face once again, his eyes red and puffy from the crying. Reo couldn't stand it, even of how much he loves Nagi, Nagi still cheated and betrayed him.

"I'm leaving, have fun with your fucking chicks around in here."

Reo left. He stepped out of their shared house, ending their relationship.

Nagi didn't try stopping him, he wouldn't even think of trying to. Even if he apologise, it wouldn't help.

He felt tear droplets dropping down from his eyes, Nagi never cried, not even when he was younger, when he was a baby.

He hates this. He hates separating with Reo.