After this tragic past,
will she remain like this, her whole life?
*OR*
will everything change?
"I am enabling, I've been doing it for years and now I am paying the ultimate price".
She regretted after p...
Don't jump into conclusions. Mom i promise I left for the sake of my career, explain it to dad. I am not seeing any guy and don't you know me that I will never run away like that. Please believe me once. I will explain everything, don't send me away 😭
Bhai you know me na, try to explain them", I bow my head in shock due to the slap across my cheeks. Tears of pain leave my eyes, "you have left us no other option Kiara." My brother said fuming with anger, he dragged me to my room and locked me. With that I fell into a well of darkness from which I cannot come out.
I woke up with sudden shock. I had that nightmare again. Well it's my past but nothing less than a nightmare, I saw the time it was 5am. Now I knew that I wouldn't be able to sleep again so I hopped in a cold shower with my bathrobe. I love cold showers it just makes me forget everything as I stand still under it .
Usually people like me have at least a friend or person, whom they can share things with, but here I am who was betrayed not only by her family but also by her childhood best friend.
In my alone time I read books and write diaries to pour my heart, sometimes I feel that I should also have a person to rely on after my breakdowns or nightmares, who can console me but then I remember that I hate people for a reason.
After a while I got ready in formal attire for my workplace, work is the only thing that will never leave me.
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I don't like my things colourful. I like them subtle. I went out of my house where I live alone now to my office. I sat in a jet black SUV and drove it myself as I don't like to depend on others. After approximately 20 minutes I arrived, as I entered everybody greeted me, I walked as fast as I could to reach my cabin and avoid these people. I am the owner of Bansal Enterprises, I called my pa, "Sasha where is the file of that hospital project" I asked. "Ma'am here it is"she replied "How is the progress till now?" "Ma'am we are almost done with the financial needs, we just have to wait till they complete the building and they have also invited you as the chief guest for the inauguration of the hospital" "What!" I shouted. I definitely don't like public gatherings, but I have no choice left. "Yes ma'am and it's scheduled on this Saturday which is a day after tomorrow" "Ok you can leave Sasha" I just calmed myself down as I only know my weakness they all are afraid from me in reality. But no one understands me and way back I have lost the hope to find that someone. Day of the inauguration ceremony
I stepped out of my car as we reached the venue. Take me towards the locker room I said to the security , as I reached they left from there. When I was keeping my stuff in the locker I noticed a hot breath behind my neck, i flipped now facing the man standing with me, he had locked me with his arms beside me. "What do you Mr." I asked with anger. "Shhh... someone will hear us be quiet" he whispered coming nearer towards my neck. We were so close his lips was touching me neck. A cry left my mouth "I don't like anyone touching me. Please don't" as I said this I felt cold as he moved away. I saw him getting a slap by another man standing thereand there he left. "Are you okay miss?" "Yes I am fine you can go now." I said I knew I sound rude but if I talk to him nicely and he asks any questions then I will break down in front of him. I felt dirty as I remembered that day from my past when something happened to me, when after even being right I was not listened to. I was left 'Unheard' as always. I wiped my tears and left. I believe that one day I will die with the heaviness of all these secrets in me. Because I don't have anyone whom I can trust and share things with them. My mood was upset as I attended the inauguration and soon it ended there was an after-party which I didn't want to attend but I was forced to as I am the chief guest. And I couldn't deny. I was sitting at a corner table drinking my wine, someone approached me and he was the one who saved me from that beast. "You look beautiful."he said.
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"Do you mind if I ask you a thing? " He asked "Well you just asked a thing and yes I do mind " He chuckled" who was he?" "Like I myself know" I tried my best to hide my tears. "Ok no problem" he said 'Well, why did you say that you don't like anyone touching you. I mean yeah it was uncomfortable but you looked like you don't like to come in contact also like a handshake or something" he said "N-n-nothing" I said "It's okay if you are not comfortable." He left I am just tired of hiding my emotions everyone comes, hurts me, asks me if anything is wrong and then just leaves me by myself. They just open my unhealed wounds again and again and leave me crying inside. I think that how can a person like me even live. But still here I am. I went home and changed into my PJs. I can't believe it happened to me the second time. That's the reason I don't like to look attractive in front of anyone at all.
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That night I slept while crying, I often think of suicide but I can't just gather up the courage to do so.
________________________ How do you like the chapter? 😅 Can you relate with her? Suicide is just not the solution. Right ?
