Sturniolo Triplets Oneshots

Insecure/ED | Matt

summary: matt is insecure about his body and stops eating, and Nick and Chris notice 

requested by: hornswaggled ik you only requested for insecurities but I've been wanting to do an ed chapter and I'm too impatient to wait.

TW: crying, swearing, panic attack, ed, anorexia wight loss. if any of these are triggering to you, please don't read this chapter

Matt's POV

I was laying in my bed, scrolling slowly through the comments of me, Nick, and Chris' latest photo dump.

Nick looks so good in this omfg  likes: 689

commented by abby_lv_sturniolos

BROOOO CHRIS' HAIR LOOKS SO GOOOOD   likes: 494

commented by hearts4sturniolos

is it just me, or has matt gained some weight?   likes: 108

commented by chrizzzz

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I thought it was just me oml. fr tho his shirt looks like it going to rip at any moment lmfao   likes: 32

commented by nickster

My heart sank as I scrolled farther down, reading all of the terrible comments about me.

why is matt so fat now? i miss skinny matt :( he's so unattractive now  likes: 16

commented by MattyB

matt could definitely lose a few

commented by charli_hill

     My lip quivered as I stood up unsteadily, opening my closet and standing in front of my mirror. I grabbed at my stomach, despair grabbing at my heart when I pulled the fat from its place, stretching out my skin and realizing just how fat I am. (he's not fat, this hurts to write :( ) Tears dampened my face. They were right. Shit. Poor Nick and Chris. They must be humiliated to be in public with me. I clasped my hand over my mouth to prevent a sob from escaping my lips. I pulled a baggy sweatshirt over my body so Nick and Chris didn't have to see how disgusting I was. I wiped my eyes with my sleeve, making sure they weren't red and puffy before walking out to the living room, where Nick and Chris were watching a movie together.

     "Oh, hey Matt!" Chris said cheerfully. "Do you wanna watch with us?" he said, pointing at the TV screen.

     "No, that's okay," I reply, smiling weakly before opening the fridge. Fat. Ugly. Embarrassing. Disgusting. A lump rises in my throat as I slammed the fridge door shut.

     "Matt! You're going to break the fridge!" Nick scolded, glaring at me. 

     "Sorry..." I mumble, settling for a glass of ice water. Great. Now not only am I embarrassing Nick and Chris because of what I look like, but now I'm making Nick angry. I don't let the tears escape until I'm back in my room. I sprawl on my bed and use my blanket to muffle my sobs.