Alpha Too

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In the kitchen you grated carrots finely into the cupcake batter you were making. Namjoon had held measuring cups and dumped them in when you told him as you and he talked.

Stirring the mix and tasting it you finally nod. "Knowing that my mother and her Mom and in laws. Have their fingers in all sorts of pies, or candy and cookie making." You say a little huffy as you dip your finger in and offer it to Namjoon who licks it quickly so you won't get mad and says.

"It's missing something?" God please let that be the answer he thinks then smiles as you nod.

"Just a hint more of fresh nutmeg." Grating it in you stir and look at the bottom of the cupcake liners that had pecans and raisins at the bottom. You thought best when your hands were occupied and had needed some of that and since Siobhan was craving carrot cake like this you were making it.

But as Namjoon filled up the liners carefully using the baking sheet he only had one thing to carry big and he handled that better you had found. "He has to agree willingly, this isn't a the leader wishes it so fall in thing Namjoon."

He carefully puts the pan in the oven and stands before closing it and turning to you. "I find it very sexy that you want me first, but I also don't want you to regret it. So I came in here to help you so he can make up his own mind."

"First I would never in a million years regret it. Secondly, for some reason I'm the only one who thinks for so many different reasons this is absolutely the way it should be."

He watches as you wipe up the counters and at the sink he washes the dishes as he watches you cut and add cinnamon to a
sugar and an apple thinly sliced and asks. "What is that other spice?"

"Cardamom, there's a place near my Aunt's that makes these." You have taken a roll of pie crust and busy yourself with making hand pies.

"Do you understand why I can't be leader of two groups?" He asks quietly and you are slowly pouring oil into a skillet and turning the fire on medium you finally look at him.

"I think they all were afraid to volunteer or agree and that it's finally time for you to retire. Maybe that's why Yoongi knows about me as a little girl. A way to assure everyone that it's okay for you to not want to have to handle leading one more thing and always giving in. The times you have refused, even when it's something like ordering Domino's you can tell your over it and the six can order pizza.” You say smiling at him.

Namjoon looks up to meet your eyes as he sighs. "It really has been a lot, I'll carry the memories before as long as he agrees to take over at eighteen."

Watching as the oil has gotten hot you put your palm over it making yours warm and sighing, that's how you felt. Messing with Jungkook was going to royally piss him off but at you especially. You all knew and were a little worried.

"Everytime but this time losing my virginity to Jungkook was a nightmare. Always weird and awkward and we were at each other from the start meeting as we have so suddenly." Putting a pie in the now warm oil you add a couple more.

"I don't even subconsciously remember buying everything to make these. Could you check the fridge and see if there's any whipped cream, the kind in a spray can? Because he won't like them as much."

The minute it had been said earlier that you would be fifteen to Jungkook's technically fourteen on American soil memories had flooded in and you knew this was the path you had been waiting for and you had been giddy with excitement for a brief second you had entertained resetting to get there.

You hear Namjoon walk to the fridge and as he says yes Jungkook has walked in and you curse quietly in your head as he exclaims in excitement and says. "Ooh you know what would be good with this?"