What if?

"you are so damn beautiful"

it was 2pm now so we needed to leave soon.
i slowly woke Oscar up by patting his head.
as he opened his eyes i told him that Lando was picking us up soon.
he stood up and took a look in the mirror.
"fuck i look horrible"
"you don't"
"look at my hair y/n! i look horrible!"
i stood up and walked towards him.
"you don't look bad.."
i brushed and tried to style his hair with my hand.
it definitely worked.
a short time of silence filled the room.
"thank you"
i smiled at oscar and turned away to get my clothes.
"oh Oscar?"
"hm?"
"could you turn around so i can change?"
"ah yeah"
i changed and i told Oscar he can look again.
i walked to the mirror where Oscar was standing, charging his phone and made my make up.
as i was making my make up i was looking in the back of the mirror and the only thing i saw was Oscar changing his shirt.
i stood there just like a freak.
i focused on my make up again and finished it up.
"you have everything you need? helmet, suit...?"
"yep lets go."
"wait look at me Oscar."
he stood still and looked to me and i fixed his hair.
he tilted his head to the right and smiled at me.
"thank you"
i took oscars helmet and grabbed his arm.
"come on Lando is waiting!"
we went downstairs to find Lando in his car.
as he saw me still having my hand on oscars arm he gave him a flirty look.
"ill kill you mate"
said Oscar while laughing.
we got into the car and drove to the track.
Lando talked:
"soo...no news?"
"mate what?"
oscar grinned.
"between yo-"
oscar slightly punched lando on the arm.
"dont say that, idiot"
lando smiled at oscar.
After some time we arrived to the track.
i got out and took oscars helmet out.
"need a hand?"
"would be helpful"
oscar took his bag with his suit and helmet.
"do you have your pass?"
i nodded.
as we entered the paddock lots of fans were coming towards us already.
we made pictures, signed hats, shirts and posters.
i went to the box, lando and oscar changed into their racing suits and we got ready for The race.
oscar came out before lando so we still had some time to talk.
after some time lando joined us.
"10 minutes until the race starts!"
"go get into the cars!!"
"wait oscar!"
"yeah?"
"be safe"
"i will"
he started walking away but he looked back at me and smiled.
the first time i felt myself actually blushing.
i got into my place and got ready to see my teammates race.
oscar was starting from p7 and lando from p5.
it was time now.
"Lights out and away we go to the first race of this season here in Bahrain!"
the race went awesome and both of the mclaren boys scored a great amount of points with oscar being on p5 and lando on p4.
after the race they both came out of the car to hug the team.
oscar ran straight to me and hugged me.
i whispered:
"oscar we are on camera.."
"i dont care i scored p5!"
i hugged him back tightly.
"im so proud of you."
he let me go.
he gave me a big smile and went to celebrate the rest of the team.
lando came walking towards me.
"y/n what was THAT"
he chuckled while he said that.
"i dont even know...but anyways great job!"
lando fistbumped me and walked to the pits.
i went to sit down in the pits.
not much later oscar joined me.
„Hey"
„Hey..shouldnt you be doing something with lando?"
„no...not yet, wanted to come sit to you because u looked lonely..."
i softly hit his arm while grinning.
he started laughing.
"ow you idiot"
we were both laughing now.
as we calmed down he got up and said:
"imma change i feel so gross in this haha."
"okay see you!"
Lando came towards me already changed.
"hey y/n could u tell oscar that when he comes back to meet us in that empty room? some staff want us there."
i nodded and sat onto a staircase where oscar went up to change.
i took my phone out and put my airpods in.
i was so tired i could've had fallen asleep there and then.
after some time oscar came down the stairs changed into shorts and a tshirt.
"oh oscar! they need you in that empty room over there."
oscar nodded and walked to the room.
i went to stand in the doorframe to see what they were doing.
*oh interview*
i set my phone so that it faced oscars and landos side profile.
i sneakily made a picture and as i looked at it i chuckled.
i posted it on my insta with the under titles being: "didnt see me yet ahahahah"
right after i had posted it oscar looked towards me.
as we held eye contact we both started smiling but Lando tapped oscars leg because it was his turn to talk and he didnt realise.
i almost started laughing but i was able to hold it back.
they finished the interview and oscar walked towards me.
he gave me a slight push to the right and said:
"mate you idiot! u kept making me smile!"
i was laughing and oscar was aswell.
but after a while he stopped and was stairing at me.
i looked towards him and we held eye contact.
he paused and held my arm back.
"are you okay?"
he didn't say anything for a few seconds.
"...you are so damn beautiful."
as he said it he looked away.
i was still looking at him but i didn't say anything.
he gave me a quick look and started walking towards our uber again.
"im sorry i shouldn't have said that.."
i ran towards him.
"oscar no, its okay...thank you"
i was blushing very hard now.
he gave a weak smile and we got into our uber.