That Tomboy and One Direction?

Hurt beyond Repair.

Ash's POV:

I could hear Liam trying to get in when I wrote my note. Then I picked up the knife I had in my room and stabbed my arms. then finally my gut. I knew it was a good think I hadn't eaten in a while. passed out sobbing.

Liam's POV:

I finally get the door open to find Ash lying on the floor knife in hand and Zayn walks in behind me. I rip off my shirt (yummmm ;) abs) and wrap it around her arm which had three stabs and that's when I found it she fucking stabbed her stomache! I walked over to Zayn and stole his shirt as he was calling the ambulance. wrapping in around her tiny stomach I wondered if she even ate anymore. Louis and Harry must have seen us because they walked in and saw Ash. I saw Harry and Louis finally understand the leaving and why she wasn't sad and they gasped. Then Harry walked over to her coffee table ti pick up a note that ssaid Liam on the front. Then handing it to me he switched places so he could put pressure on it while I read it out loud:

"Liam, You probably figured.it out but incase you haven't here you go. the day I came over to say bye I had gotten a call from my dad asking if I could move here to be closer.to him. I agreed and told him to keep it a surprise then I saw Niall and realized he didn't love me and I had made a fool of myself. please don't try to save me. I have nothing in this life to look forward to please tell Mike I love Him and Emily. please stay strong and not be sad. for me. don't let the band suffer because of me. bye I love you all. Ashley

Stuffing the note in my pocket i see that The ambulance had shown up.and loaded her into the gurney as Niall walked over. He saw all of the blood on the floor and looked at me and Zayn shirtless. "What happened...was that Ash." "Can I go with the ambulance" I ask and seeing them nodding I get in. we start off and I hold her hand. "Stay with us Ash...for me" i whisper. She was always there for me when Danielle broke up with me two days before she left. And even for Louis as Eleanor did the same the same day because they were worried about us liking Ash more. I sob as I imagine her self harming because she was such a sweet beautiful girl.

* Hey just gonna do a shout out to AwesomeAudrey11 because she helped me decide to keep going so follow hher:) vote comment read*