Mother Imagines

Don't leave me mommy

Age: 5 years

Mom: Natasha Romanoff

Trigger: none

Plot: Nat is going on a mission and you are really upset. Wanda is trying to deal with you while your mom is gone but it was hopeless all you wanted was your mommy.

Nats Pov:

You know my past wasn't the best. I grew up in the red room under Dreykovs control. I was trained to be a killer. My day was consisted of hard training, acrobatics, going on missions and kill innocent people and so much more.

As soon as you get your period, they sterilized you. With that you're unable to get your period and bear children. But Dreykov had other plans with me. I was forced to get pregnant. He wanted a successor.

First I was happy cause my biggest dream was to get a child by my own. I got artificial insemination and 9 months later I gave birth to my wonderful daughter, y/n. She was the sun in my dark life but jut for 3 days. Dreykov took her away from me and until today I can remember his words....

„I will train her and she'll be the best widow in the whole world!"

My heart broke into million pieces. In these days I got punishment a lot because it was strictly forbidden to show emotions. I cried a lot and I was confused by myself cause this feeling was totally new for me.

After that a lot happened.

I escaped the red room and joined a team called, the ''avengers''. I took some time but ultimately we grew together and became a family. But my mind was always at my lost daughter. I've never stopped looking for her.

2 years later a miracle happened. I found my daughter on a mission. It took a while to bound with her but eventually we found together. She was like my missing piece. That time was kinda difficult. She had a lot nightmares and was afraid of men but it got better.

Now my baby girl is 5. She means everything to me and I love her so so much. She is very clingy but it was never a problem until now.

The last years I was a Mama instead a spy but now the team needs me again.

1 week ago I got a phone call from Fury. He told me about the next mission and that I'm also included.

I haven't talked with y/n yet cause I know she wouldn't let me leave.

It's currently 6am and the time has come to say goodbye to my little angel.

I took a deep breath and opened her door. Y/n was peaceful sleeping in her own bed.

„Y/n/n wake up honey", I rubbed her back lightly.

„Mama?"

„Yes it's me", I answered.

I picked her up and straddled her on my lap like a baby. I didn't noticed that my eyes began to shine with tears.

„Whats wrong mommy?", she asked worried.

„I need to talk to you..." I wiped my eyes before a tear could stream down my face.

„...Mommy needs to go on a mission."

„What d'you mean?", she tilled her head in a confusing way.

„I'll leave for 3 days."

„No mommy, don't leave.", she starred with red eyes at me.

„Honey, I have a job where I need to safe people, remember?"

„No! No! No!, she shouted and tried to kick me.