PEONY
ONE
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The sun strated to set in the horizon, it's the most beautiful view in the world. The cold morning wind stabbing into my bones. I left with only skin and bones, the blue of my eyes felt like fade away and replace it with pale grey with a little glint of blue but a dark one. The used to be tan and alive color of my skin is only pale, there was no sign of life if you look at me while I'm sleeping.
I closed the window closed and the cold suddenly died out. I sat on my bed, i stare my surroundings and throw my body to the bed. I getting used to it.
"We have session to attend" I open my eyes to see Harry, Harry Styles, my roommate, he stood in the doorway. "Can i pass them?" I hopefully asked, and he shakes his curly mop. "I don't think you can, mate. Mr.Davids won't like the idea, anyway you haven't share anything in the session so-
"Okay, i get it," I interrupt him, as he slammed his mouth shut. "Give me time to get ready, just woke up" I sigh and trying to get off the bed. He nodded his head before leaving me all alone in the room. I missed home. Home with you.
Harry by my side when we walked to the sessions room, "Do you want to hear a jokes?" He suddenly turn to me, his face decorate with that creepy faced of him, he bites his lips to hold him back from burst into laughs. "No-
"Okay," he turned his attention to forward, finally he heard me for once- "So, why can't the flowers ride his bike?" He had this goofy face, i shakes my head refused to answer on that one. "come on, it won't be that bad" He said. "Okay, why?" I tiredly asked. "And it's so funny," He informed me and i nodded my head, "Because his petals fell off" And with that he burst in laughter.
He keep holding his stomach, "God! It's so funny!" I shakes my head before leaving him alone in the hallway to regain his breaths. I took a seat in the middle of circle, the seats almost full, then Harry come with red face. He take a seat next to me, "That's a funny jokes for my death soul" I whisper as he calmly sit before burst into laughs, again. "You're sick!" He laughs.
People turn to look at him, silently asked me what's happen to him, i just shrugged my shoulder in ignorance.
"Styles are you alright?" Pete, the leader of the session, ask him and he shakes his head, " He's funny sick man!" Harry pointing me as he continue his laughs. And Pete look at me in dismay i respond him with a rolling eyes.
Soon Harry's laughter died down and the session started, "Anyone would like to share something with the group?- Tomlinson?" He asked and i shakes my head, i can feel all eyes on me, even Harry's. "No? Okay-
"I would like to share," I turn to aside to see Harry had his hand raised. "Okay Styles, go on" Pete said.
"Hey everyone, I'm Harry Styles and I'm 29 years old," His voice is deep and raspy. "I'll be in this rehabilitation for two years now, some of you might asked why, because my face is fooling you, I'm not some crazy or wasted wanna be having life kid and I'm not happy man. I'm just as broken as you. I used to in love, and i fell so deep. And then I lost them in the snap of fingers, my fiancé and my two years daughter.
I lost my faith, I lost myself and I'm feeling like it's better if I ended the pain, if I just join them there in wherever they are. I started to be who I used to be before she came to my world. I taking drugs, get drunk and I also lost my job, I go crazy. My mum told me to get up and it's not how she wanted me to be" He press his voice on the mention of she. And feel him, i feel how he felt.
"I still, until now i still remember them, I spend a little amount of time with my little princess, i just spent two years to hold her and cherish her before both her and her mother taken away in unbelievable car crash. I still remember the smile of my fiancé, still fresh in my head, even after almost six years now, i still can feel her lips upon mine," My eyes glued to him, I can sense his tears that watering his eyes.
"And here I am trying to get better and being a good father for my daughter, even after I realized that she's already gone and being a good man for my fiancé. And I know and I believe that God keep them safe," A tear rolling down my own eyes, I can't believe it myself, my hands raised to his back to calm him down, he turn to me with sad smile. "And I knew that they're will with me, they'll watching me, I know."
"Louis"
"Louis!!!"
My eyes snapped open, the room is pitch black, only light from outside, Harry's snore to be heard in this dark room. I hate it that I have another nightmare. And i hate it if it involved Her.
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