PEONY
TWO
(a/n: play the song while reading the chapter)
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My eyes feel heavy as i force it to keep wide awake. I don't need another nightmares involved her. She's way too beautiful to be nightmares, Harry's alarm awoken him from his slumber sleep. "Morning mate," He said as he get up from his bed.
I nodded my head, another day without her. I hear the water on the shower being turn on. I reach for my journal and open the last pages I'm on. My heart being heavy and hard, it's beat so fast, too fast. I reread the last pages i have wrote.
June 21st 2022
Peony...
Today they make me try to talk to them and their so called session and i refused. Like what i always done and they never seems to get enough. I hate them and i hate everyone here, no one like you, they all so bored as fūck and it's annoyed the shit out of me. Mum send me letters and she told me that your family move to another continent to Asia.
They give mum your stuff that maybe they said will remainds me of you. They give her some of our toddlers pictures that your parents had and some of your Cd's collection. I haven't had anytime to reply to her letter peony and i missed you. It's so hard without you.
And you remember that noisy volunteer I've mentioned some times here? I have forgotten her name anyway, she come to sit in front of me at lunch and i keep my head to refused any conversation with her. But it seems useless anyway because she keep being herself, noisy and annoying. I remember i told her that i don't want have any conversation with her and continue on my eating. She hold hurt expression, i don't care if she had feelings that I've been hurt because i don't have soul, mine is death, right? Just like you gone.
