Heya guys here's part 1. I hope you like it. Leave me your feedback.
Niall's Pov:
Watching him pack his bag was the hardest thing I'd ever done. Watching his suitcase fill up, But mine not being beside his. Zayn always struggled being away from home. Out of all of us he was the one who struggled the most. But he'd always lean on us for support. He'd always allow us to bring a smile to his face. He'd always allow me to make him happy. I don't know when it was, Maybe it was at the very start, I can't be to sure. But we fell inlove with eachother. Zayn and I always had a connection that we never made with the rest of the lads. That's not to say we aren't close with them. And they aren't our brothers because they are, But we don't feel the same way about them as we do about eachother. We love eachother and when we stare into eacothers eyes everyone knows it. Zayn's there for me and I'm there for him. There's been times where we've both been sad. Where we've both needed comfort. When times like that happen we'll shut the whole world out. We'll forget that a world outside exists. We'll lay side by side with our arms wrapped around eachother. And any negative feelings one of us has the other will take away. I thought I was doing alright. But Zayn was finding it harder. He was missing home. He was tired. We all were but he couldn't turn it off like the rest of us could.
"How long do you think you'll be gone for?" I asked as I continued to watch him pack his bags.
"Few weeks" Zayn looked up at me and saw the sadness in my eyes. "I just need a break Ni" Zayn said softly, I sighed.
"I know. I just, I wish I could come with you" I whispered. Zayn stopped packing and sat down beside me on the bed.
"So do I. But you need to stay here" I looked up at Zayn. "You need to rock out those stadiums with everything you have. I know how excited you were about this tour I can't ask you to leave it because of me. We'll be back with eachother before you know it. And I'll skype you everyday" Zayn assured me just as the boys walked into our hotel room.
"Oh come on Ni you can tolerate us without him for a few weeks" Liam joked.
"Yeah we aren't that bad you know" Louis added. They were trying to lighten the mood. "The taxi's here for you man" Louis added, Zayn nodded his head and stood up so he could zip up his suitcase. Two of our bodyguards walked in and grabbed Zayn's bags.
"I'll meet you at the car" He said they both nodded and left the room, Zayn then turned to all of us. "I'll see you guys soon" Zayn pulled Harry into a hug. "Don't get anymore ink not until I do anyway" Harry laughed as they pulled away. "Don't cause to much trouble without me alright? Save the good pranks for when I'm back" Louis nodded his head and hugged Zayn. "Don't be to good while I'm gone. I want a good crazy adventure story from you" Zayn said when he pulled Liam into a hug.
"Take care of yourself man" Liam replied, Zayn nodded and pulled away. He then looked at me.
"Call or text me when you land alright? It don't matter what time it is. Just do it" I exclaimed, Zayn smiled.
"I will. Come here" I crashed into Zayn's arms and he held onto me tight. I wanted to go with him. I didn't want him going on his own. "You boys look after him alright?" Zayn stated with a crack in his voice. We pulled away from the hug slightly and Zayn smiled weakly at me. "Sing your heart out for me ok? You'll smash my solos so don't worry about them" I nodded my head. "I love you" He stated as he pressed a gentle kiss to my lips. I kissed him back slowly. I wanted to stall time. We reluctantly pulled apart a few minutes later.
"I'll come down with you" I said, Zayn quickly shook his head.
"No. I won't be able to leave if you do" Zayn looked around at all of us and before either of us knew it the other boys were jumping ontop of us joining in the hug. Zayn chuckled lightly. "I'll miss you guys. I love you all" Zayn looked at me again. "I love you" He whispered.
