Friends or more

Is this the end?

She woke up the next day confused about her unfamiliar surrounding. It took a while before she realize that she it at Mirah's house. A soft knock could be heard. "July are you awake" Mirah asked. "Yes come in". Mirah came in with a cup of hot thee in her hand. She gave it to July. "Are you going to tell me what happen. You just called me yesterday around 3 o'clock to ask me if you could stay with me. What happen you were really upset". July thought about what happen the day before and stated crying. Mirah took her in a hug and whispers supportive words. "I left when I was sure that he was sleeping" July said. "He cried telling me that he can't live without me. I couldn't just say that I'll be leaving anyway. Seeing him cry already broke my heart". July Burst out in tears again. "If you love him why did you leave" Mirah asked. "It would never work between us". "How can you be so sure about that. You never tried". "Because.." July started. Was it the time to tell Mirah the truth. "Because he is famous". "How famous" Mirah asked slowly. "Idol famous". There was a silence between the two. July could see that Mirah wanted to ask more but wasn't sure if she could. "Which group?"she asked unsure. "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to". "BIGBANG". Mirah gasped loudly. "Who!?" "You can't tell anyone and it's over anyway". Mirah nodded quickly. She looked really ecstatic. If it was a different situation July would have play with her and let her hang. But she wasn't in the mood for that. "Taeyang". Another gasp came from Mirah. "You lucky bitch". She said looking at her with big shocked eyes. "Oh wait not the time for that, sorry" Mirah apologized. "It's okay. I would have react the same way". "But now I understand why you left. You did good coming to me. You can stay here this year". "Thank you". July gave Mirah a small smile. Mirah stood up to leave the room. "For the time being I won't ask how but at some point I'll" Mirah smiled. "And of course I will tell you".

"Have you seen my phone" July ask Mirah that was watching tv. "In the kitchen" Mirah answered without looking up. One month has passed since she left Taeyang's house. After that she haven't spoken with him at all. In the beginning her phone won't stop ringing. He was calling whenever he could. At some point it drove her crazy that she turned off her phone and bought a new simcard just for the next three months. This has been the longest that they went without talking to each other ever since they met. They used to talk and message everyday without fail. Now there was this emptiness in her that she really need to get over. "Are you going to do something today?" "Yes. I'm going shopping for the B.A.P concert tomorrow. "I thought that you already have your outfit". "But I'm not happy with it". "But I matched my outfit with yours, at least the colors". July looked at Mirah with a raised eyebrow. "The color of my dress was black and white". "Yeah...so". "Then we are matching with a lot of people at the concert". July jokingly said and sticks her tongue out before leaving the house. Walking through Myeongdong July went in and out of all kinds of stores. But her mind wasn't were she wanted it to be. Because Taeyang is still busy promoting his album the stores are playing his songs a lot. It was driving her crazy. Two hours later she was standing in front of a big building. "What the hell am I doing here!" She yelled toward herself. She has seen this building a lot on TV and picture. But this is the first time that she sees the YG Building in real life. Before July knew it she started running, halted a taxi and give this address and now she was just standing there cursing. I need to get away from here. She turned around and was ready to leave but someone grabbed her shoulder. "Aren't you the girl that was staying at Youngbae's house. July tensely turned around and came face to face with his manager. "I actually wanted to meet you but Youngbae said that you changed your number. Can we talk". "I'm actually busy" July said trying to escape. "I'm not asking I'm telling you" he said walking in the direction of the building. With a sign July followed the man. Inside the building July was busy admiring her surrounding she heard a lot of. The interior was breathtaking. She was so busy looking around her that she didn't notice the man stop and bumped into him. "I'm sorry" she quickly apologize. He opened a door that seems to lead to a small meeting room. "Go ahead and sit down. I'll get something to drink". He left without asking July what she wanted to drink. "I want to go back" she started whining softly. 5 min later he came back with hot water and all kind of different tea bags. July gave him a small thank you. He only nodded and say across of her. "I understood that you left the house that day". July nodded. "Was it because of me?" This time July shook her head. "Whatever happened you made the right choice. If the public found out about this it could have destroyed his career. People haven't forget Seunghyun sex and Jiyong's marihuana scandal and Daesung's scandal. That is already 3 out of the 5 members. 2NE1 member Bom also have that drugs scandal. The company can't have more at this moment. "I understand" July said softly. "Youngbae did go through emotional issues the last month but he just started to get over it so I'm asking you to leave him and never contact him anymore". "I'll. I wasn't planning to see him anyway". "Are you okay?" Surprised July looked up. She didn't even noticed that she was looking down the whole time. There was a little bit of worry in his eyes. "Do you want to see him?" "I don't think that is a good idea". "I'll let you see him from a distance. That way you can see with your own eyes that he is alright and for closure". "Alright I if it's not much trouble". The manager stood up and July followed him to another floor of the building. She passed a practice room were Minzy was busy dancing. "He should be practicing now". The walked to the back of the corridor and stopped in front of a door. "Here take a look" he said. The glass of the door was tainted except for a little stripe at the top. She needed to stand on her toes so she could see. He was laughing and joking around with was probably his back dancers. It's the smile she loved so much. "I'm happy that he is laughing" she whispers. Taeyang turned around to the door. July hurriedly stepped away from the door. Not soon after that the door open.