"I ask myself everyday,
"Was it worth it?"
"Was it worth it..?"
Loosing everything I had just for you.
Was it worth losing the trust that my family had in me?
The way they all looked up to me and saw a bright future ahead.
Was it worth losing,
Just for you?
Was it worth losing my close friends?
The ones that kept me smiling?
The ones that I knew could've been life long.
Was it worth,
Losing for you?
Was it worth my future?
Everything that I had worked so hard for.
But if which came crashing down.
Was it worth losing,
Just for you?
Was it worth my mental health?
The joyous state I had been in before,
Until I gave everything up.
Was it worth loosing,
Just for you?
Was it worth the way I looked at the world?
Seeing bad in everyone,
Losing my trust.
Was it worth losing,
Just for you?
Was it worth losing
everything I had,
Just for you?
I guess we'll never know,
Cause I'm finally free,
Free from you."
