𝖯𝖱𝖮𝖩𝖤𝖢𝖳; 𝖲𝖳𝖱𝖠𝖸𝖪𝖨𝖣𝖲

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𝑀𝓎 𝒜𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓁
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warnings!

- Fluff story!
- Blind Felix

ᵖᵒˢᵗᵉᵈ ⁻ somewhere in 2023

1289 words

» miss you (hyunjin) « 
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In the white art studio, the morning sun sneaks through the creamy thin blinds hung by the windows. Blooming cherry blossoms are visible outside, and delicately pink flower petals fall on the green grass, creating a beautiful sight. However, the focus of the blond man with a delicate face, Hwang Hyunjin, is on the painting he is working on. Hyunjin is an artist, and the whole room is filled with his works, from black and white portraits to paintings of delicately faded flowers painted with aquarelle paints, to large oil paintings depicting various landscapes. The room is silent, with only Hyunjin's quiet humming and the sound of various painting utensils being used to create his new work. This artwork is different from the others.

Hwang Hyunjin was interested in arts since childhood, but he never got a chance to experience it until he moved out for high school in a different town. He was born and raised in Seoul but studied in a smaller village near his hometown. Hyunjin's parents always wanted him to become a doctor, but he never listened. He still remembers the day he got his first art supplies crystal clear. It was his birthday on March 20th, and his best friend Jisung got him a sketchbook with thick paper, various pencils, markers, paints, and brushes. It was his first birthday in his college dorm, and it turned out to be the best day of his life. On that day, for the first time, he was able to do what he had always loved without hiding, and he met the most beautiful, most perfect person in the whole world.

"Honey, where are you?" Hyunjin heard a pleasant but deep voice coming from behind the door.

"I'm in the studio, sunshine," the blond man said in a loud voice to a beautiful man with platinum hair trimmed into a mullet with freckles forming galaxies on his cheeks that mirrored the whole universe to the small artist, but anything couldn't compare to the stars visible in his eyes... or at least they used to be visible.

Lee Felix, Hyunjin's husband, lost his eyesight completely on his 5th birthday. How is it that one's birthday is associated with something beautiful that one wants and will remember for the rest of their life, but the other becomes their worst nightmare, something that randomly reminds itself, making life miserable? From that day on, an irreversible blur appeared in the eyes of the most beautiful man Hyunjin had ever seen. But even that never stopped him from loving Felix with all his heart.

"Hey baby, have you eaten anything?" said Lix walking into the studio he had never been able to see.

"No, not yet. I was waiting for you to wake up. Do you want to eat something, my angel?" Hyunjin said with a soft voice while trying his best not to spill coffee on the artwork he has been working on for weeks.

"Then come on, please let's eat something."

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Felix ran his finger through Hyunjin's fine and soft hair. The men were sitting on a wide windowsill furnished with light cream-colored cushions that matched the color of the curtains in the studio where they sat. The blind boy, despite not being able to look at the beautiful view before him, stared out the window while braiding strands of his husband's hair into thin braids. Husband who has been resting on Felixs chest for hours.

"What does the view in front of the window look like?" the boy asked. Hyunjin tilted his head to look.

"The trees that are two 'hyunjin' apart have blossomed, little flowers the size of your lips the color of your cheeks when you blush or when you're cold are falling on the light green grass, clouds the color of your hair are billowing in the baby blue sky," He replied in a calm voice. 'hyunjin' is another entity that helps felix imagine the distance between objects.

"And tell me how is it that now you answer me normally, but when I ask about your new painting you give me zero context?" sighed Felix, "how much more do I have to wait for you to finish it?"

"A few hours sunshine, by the end of today I should be finished." he replied with a smile on his face

"then you better get to work," Felix said quickly untangling the tiny braids he had made in Hyunjin's hair

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It is almost evening, Felix and Hyunjin are now washing the plates after their dinner. Blondie finished his painting half an hour ago and is now listening to their music "Deep End" Produced by Felix with the help of his childhood best friend Bangchan. Channie, has his own K-pop band 3racha, once in his childhood they wanted to create a bigger 8-9-person band, but since Felix went blind they couldn't fulfill that dream together and promised each other that they would go for everything life brings them. It's obvious that Felix can't perform on stage for his own safety so Bangchan continues to fulfill his fate. in 2018 they debuted as 3racha, it was originally 3 members but now it has grown to 6 members.

Felix and Hyunjin had more than once collaborated with them helping each other to create various great songs.

"Hey! Lixie, the painting is now dry I can finally show you something that I thought about for a long time, please tell me how it feels" Hyunjin grabbed Felix's wrist and almost ran to the art studio where the painting was.

feels?

Hyunjin stood in front of the easel hugged Felix tightly, and after a while let go of him and put Felix's fingertips on the canvas.

Felix was in shock.

He had never felt anything like this, the canvas was the same as usual and he could feel the paint, but some places were more convex than others. Felix slowly moved his fingers going over the lines and dots. He never felt so wonderful with every touch he discovered something new about the drawing, and it was the dots that were probably freckles the slender and delicate nose, the full lips the very pronounced Adam's apple, and the fine slender hair that fell from the face of the portrait.

"Guess who is in this painting Lixie" Hyunjin kissed him on the cheek.

"Freckles? I'm the only person you know who has freckles so I guess it's me." Felix didn't stop touching the painting even for a moment.

"You're right it's you," Blondie pulled the blind boy away from the painting drew him close, and kissed him, gently sticking their lips together they both felt the fruit mixture from their lip balms moving at the same dull pace, creating a rhythm and comfort that is indescribable. While they kissed, Hyunjin felt wet liquid running down Felix's cheek.

Hyunjin pulled back from the boy and looked at him "Why are you crying, baby?"

"T-this is from happiness, for the first time I'm able to touch your art, feel what you've been working on all your life finally I can 'see' what it's really like and not just imagine. You don't even know how much this means to me Jinnie" Felix kissed Hyunjin once again, the moon slightly lighting the room with its shine as they both shared this beautiful moment together, it was definitely the best day of Felix's life. This is the time why Felix doesn't regret that he didn't commit suicide as a teenager. This specific night is something that is worth living for.

"Thank you... I love you."

"I love you too my angel."

-ㅓ The End ㅏ-

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