Recently I've went through a breakup and it's really affected me. I pretend I'm fine when I'm not, I feel like I'm missing a big chunk out of heart when ik it's for the better. I miss him like fuck but he's just not going to take me back. Hes lost all feelings towards me and idk how to feel about it. I can't tell my friends or family this cause the all think I'm over him. I'm not.
He's gotten with another girl then dumped her and is now talking to another girl who I can't even compete with cause she's so much better. I've caught myself thinking about him numerous times but I have to let him go.
I've cried over him multiple times without telling anyone. I just want him back more than anything but ik that's not possible.
I can't talk to anyone about it cause they all would tell me to move on like he did.
I tried to move on by dating two boys but they just weren't him. I hate him so much but I also love him too.
