You Sunshine, You Temptress (H.S.)

Chapter 2

I start to move my hips on him, feeling him getting harder for every second as I move. I need to finish what I started.

Harry grabs my hoodie and starts to throw it off me. As soon as the hoodie is off, he starts to kiss my neck and he slowly moves down to my breast. He takes my nipple in his mouth and slowly starts to bite it very gently. I pull my hands through his hair and twirl some of it around my fingers.

I take control of this moment and move my body from him, my eyes locked in his. His eyes looks wild, like he's having so many thoughts swimming around his head and he can't follow up. "When I get back, I expect you to be naked." I say and bite my underlip as I walk to the bathroom.

If we are doing this, we need a condom and I won't take any chances, and there is a possibility that Harry didn't bring one.

I look under the sink cabinet and find my toilet bag. I find what I was looking for and lay in on the sink. I take a look at myself in the mirror, I almost didn't recognize myself. My hair is messy and my makeup is everywhere because of the shower from the hotel. - Not my best idea, now that I think about it.

I'm half naked with a fucking hot man in my livingroom. A man I only just met a few hours ago.

I feel a turn in my stomach and I feel sick. This is not who I am. - He is a friend of my uncle, I know - that's just weird - but he could still be an ass.

What am I to Harry? Just a girl he gets to fuck and then he moves on to the next? I do not know his reputation and I certainly do not give a fuck about it. I just know, this is not how I am supposed to lose my virginity.

I leave the condom at the sink and I walk back to the livingroom. As soon as I walk to the couch I spot his pants on the floor and can't help but feel a little guilty. Harry clearly wants to have sex and I kind of fooled him to think that I wanted it too.

Well, I actually did for a moment or two. Maybe five, but who counts?

I cover my naked breasts with my hands when I sit down next to Harry. He has one of my white blankets over him and his head turns to me with a smile, however when he reach me I start to cry. I feel the tears streaming down my face.

"I am so sorry Harry, but I-I can't.." I whisper trying to hold back my sob.

"I am going to be completely honest with you, I see no reasons why I should lie my way out of this." I start and give him an awkward smile, he nods and I continue, "Take it as you want, I don't really give a crap about what people think of me, so I'm just gonna say it as it is, is that alright?" I ask as a courtesy, definitely not for permission.

"I like it honest, just give it your best go." He says with a warming tone.

I nod and look him straight in the eyes, no way I'm gonna be a coward and not facing him while telling.

"I never had sex before, I've never had someone I felt attracted to I guess, but that day I was so into you. I still am, but I would not be me, if I had sex for the first time with someone I only just meet." I giggle and fold my hands together as my thumbs touch my chin.

He sits with a satisfied smile and he lets out a little 'hmm' while he looks at my hands, still folded together. We just sit there in an awkward atmosphere and once in while we give each other a look.

"How come that someone like you never had sex? You don't date?" Harry cross his leg over the other and leans back in the couch. I shake my head with a confused look. He elaborates, "You're so pure and I really like how genuine you are around everyone without talking about anyone else's business. James did tell me, that you're never one to tell and I truly believe that."