His words struck me. Im not sure why but they surprised me.
"Erin Im really sorry" he started to tear up too, "Believe it or not but I was recently hurt. Really bad. And now Im all alone and im getting to the point where I just need someone to be there for me and tell me they care about me. Even though I have all my fans, I need one person who I can get close with and have a good relationship. I know this probably sounds so desperate but I just want to feel loved. Im really sorry if I showed that in a way that is kissing and flirting, I try to contol it but sometimes my mind just gets the best of me." He looks up at me nervously while still crying. I start to cry again too and I wipe a tear off of his face and pull him into a big hug. He sobs into my shoulder, "Im really sorry"
"Justin dont be, to tell the truth ive been in the same situation. in fact, I am now. My dad is in jail, my mom doesnt love me and doesnt come home ever to take care of me, and my brother left for college in September. Im all alone but no one seems to understand how diffucult it is. All I had was my best friend Audrey but now Im not even sure about her." Justin breaks the hug and looks at me with a worried look on his face.
"Its the fans like you that I really love, they understand me and they are there for me. But something about you is different. You know what Im hiding from people and you still understand." I blush
"dont consider me a fan, Im a friend"
"Thanks" he smiles.
We walked along the beach and talked about our life and what our intrests were and our childhood. In my mind I kept thinking why he would want to be friends with me and not someone else? Even though I told him to consider me as a friend I still am a crazy fan on the inside. I just don't want to scare him away or make him think im weird.
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When I got home he dropped me off and I hugged him, also thanking him for understanding and willing to be my friend and for everything else we talked about. I walked inside and threw myself on the couch, laying on my back staring at the ceiling.
"BZZZZ" I pull my phone out of my pocket.
Audrey: whats wrong? you havent talked to me since you left me at perkins... wanna hang out?
Erin: Sorry I cant Im busy
I felt bad for lying to her but im still kinda mad at her and I dont want to deal with it now, although Ill have to at some point. I pulled up the previous messages from justin and started typing.
Erin: do you have any more concerts soon?
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I woke up the next morning, or as I thought was morning. I look at my phone and it says 4:27 pm
"4:27 PM !?!?!?! what!!!" I scream to myself "I slept through dinner, breakfast, and lunch!!!" I realized that I was talking to myself and I quieted down. Then I realized that I had 3 missed calls and 2 texts from justin.
Justin: yeah I have a show in atlanta In 3 days and another show in georgia the day after. I also have a meet and greet in atlanta
Justin: I also have something to ask you
3 missed calls:
Justin
Tampta Hospital
Tampa hospital
WAIT WHAT?!?!?! why is the hospital calling me??? I start going to my missed calls and see that I also had 3 voicemails. One from justin, and 2 from the hospital. I pressed my ear to the phone to listen to justin's message.
"hey Erin I have something to ask you, I know we just hung out and stuff but I thought it would be cool to get to know you better and do it again? call me back when you hear this mesage! bye bye!" I looked at my phone and dialed his number still nervous to listen to the messages from the hospital. No one answered the first call. I tried again. Still no answer so I decided to leave a message.
"um hey justin you told me to call you back so I did! and of course I would love to hang out again! call me back when you can so we can figure it out. bye!" I pressed the end button. My finger hovered over the message from the hospital but I cautiously tapped it and brought the phone up to my ear...
-Chapter posted on 3/18/13 next chapter posted in around a week.
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