I'm Fine. (Super painfully slow updates)

I'm Fine.

Chapter 1

"You're Fired!" Said Mr. Jendole, my boss who I had worked for solely 6 years as a producer for his Music company. As he spoke those words all that went through my mind was 'how the HELL am I supposed to pay my bills?!?!' I stood there in see not believing the words that rolled off his tongue.

"Pack your stuff and go. I'm sorry for firing you, but it's for the best of the company." Said Mr. Jendole as he walked to the door of his office opening it and signaling I should go. I stood my ground and began my argument, "Mr. Jendole, you can't possibly do that. I've been working here for six years and there hasn't been a problem since! I ask of you to reconsider this!"

"I have thought it over and come to the same conclusion we can't afford to pay you anymore. We're letting you go and good luck finding a new job." He said showing off his pearly whites still signaling to the door. I began to stroll out there bowing my head in shame as Mr. Jendole said, "Oh! And don't forget to ask Danica about your paycheck. She has it and its last week's pay." I walked out of his office and walked up the hall passing a few cubicles and into my office. My office was filled with empty boxes and as well as awards for producing shows, movies, and albums. I began packing the boxes with my stuff like pictures, and old videos of the whole producing team. I walked up to my desk and picked up the one thing that did really make me happy. The picture of me and my boyfriend, Shane. We've been together for 3 years and honestly I think he could be the one. I put our picture in one of the boxes and finished packing.

Just as I was about pick up the first box and exit my office, Danica came in teary eyed and hugged me. She was literally the only one who showed emotion toward the fact that I wasn't going to be working here anymore. She took the box out of my hands and put it on my desk as she gave me a proper hug. She sobbed into my shoulder as she began talking about our good times working at the same place. Shortly after she let me go, she began ranting on how I was supposed to get a job and how it was impossible to do so. 

"Rose, if you want I can talk to Mark about getting you a job around here. Don't fret you'll have a job in no time.... just... n-not...here...WAHH!!!" She said as she burst into tears and crumbled onto my chair. I sighed deeply and went to her side and spoke, "I should be the one sad because I lost my job...Haha, but really don't be sad maybe this wasn't where I was meant to be and it doesn't mean that our friendship isn't over. Come on L.A. isn't becoming a maze. It's not like I'm moving at all." She got up wiping her tears then gave me another hug and was about to leave the room. 

 "Hey, not so fast! Move your secretary ass back over here and help me move the boxes."

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Danica and I finished putting the boxes in the car as she handed me my check. "Man, I'm gonna miss seeing you everyday. This is gonna suck." She said giving me a quick hug and then saying goodbye. She walked back into the building as I was about to walk to my car door when I crashed into someone and fell back on my tush. 

"I'm so sorry are you alright, miss? Here let me help you up." He said as he took my hand lifting me up. He was just a few inches taller than me and had one of the most captivating eyes. You could literally get lost in them. He noticed that I was staring and chuckled a bit repeating his question, " Miss, are you alright?"

"Um, yeah! I'm completely fine. I just wasn't paying attention or actually looking. Sorry, I babble a lot when I get nervous, Oh crap I'm doing that again." I said as I looked down and began playing with my fingers while laughed at me.

"I find it pretty cute." He said smirk while blood rushed up to my cheeks making me deep red as I began to say something, "I-I uh, I need you to move so I could get into my car." I said not looking at him still red as a fire hydrant.

"HOLY SHIT! Rose? It's me, Blake! " He said as he quickly scratched his head and then swayed awkwardly as I got into my car. Once in my car, i began making small talk with until we ended up talking about work.

"I'm so sorry to hear about your job and i'm guessing seeing your douchey friend isn't that great either." He said laughing when he called himself a douche.

"I'm sorry for flirting i just didn't recognize you, you look really good." he said with a smile on his face. He bent down so he could get a clearer look at me and said, " Rosie, we should hang out some time, we definitely need to catch up since high school."

"Yeah, same here and we should do it sometime ." He said smiling as he walked off and into my old job place. I can't believe after all these years I'd find Blake again, he was actually my bestie all throughout junior high and into High school. Danica and I met in High school after i fought with Blake and we changed. I drove out of the parking lot and started making my way home. All I could think of on the way home was the reason  why he flirted me. I knew I wasn't going to figure it out. By the time I got to my town it was around 7 and it was pretty dark outside, but still I was kinda of pumped to go home cause today was Monday and the auditions for the Voice were still on. I parked into the complex parking lot still thinking about Adam just as a Maroon 5 song came on.

Wake you up 

In the middle of the night to say 

I will never walk away again 

I'm never gonna leave this bed

This was my favorite song so I had to wait just until it was over to go inside the building and head to my apartment. Once I got there, I saw that all of my stuff was outside of my apartment door. SHIT!!!! They fucking kicked me out too?!?!? The only I thought I could do was call Shane, maybe he would let me stay over or Brooke, but she was working late today. I dialed Shane's number and on the first ring he picked up.

"Shane?"

"Babe, is something wrong? Shouldn't you be at work?" He said in a worrisome tone.

"Well I got... Fired. And... Evicted." I said as I began to cry over the phone. I just bawled my eyes out over the phone sitting next to the boxes that blocked my old front door.

"Aww, honey. Well how are you holding up?" He asked being all sweet-like.

"Not too good, can I stay at your house until I can find a place or job?" As I sniffles the last few words before he sighed.

"Rose, that isn't a good idea. Trust me, as much as I like you, we can't live together, you know that. I'm not ready for that and I won't be home tonight. I'm going out with the guys tonight."

"Oh okay then... I'll just call Danica." I said sniffling once again and hanging up before he could say anything. The only thing I could do that my mind thought was sane was just to sleep in a my car. Crazy, right? I put all the boxes in my car and started up my car. I drove out of the apartment complex and drove to the park. I pulled into the park parking lot and pulled out a pillow and blanket from the boxes in my car. I dragged the few stuff I had and decide to sleep in those little playhouses some parks had. I thought it would be at least fine until I could tell how I was or what I was going to do.