After a long warm shower and putting some food in her stomach, she thought that would help feeling something instead of feeling completely numb.
There were many questions bouncing around in her head like Why does she feel this way and how to stop feeling it? The thought of actually feeling something towards LJ made her stomach churn like it was making butter.
She scoffed under her breath then put more food in her mouth still staring off in the distance, a little tap on the table made her escape from her trance. She looked at Jason. He looked a little upset that he wasn't getting attention from her.
Her furrowed eyebrows relaxed and so did the rest of her face, "Sorry." She mumbles then cleared her throat as she sat up straight.
"Mind telling me why you came to my door looking like a stray cat?" He spoke, setting his teacup down and tilting his head.
Y/n groaned as she leaned her head back against the chair she was sitting on. "I really don't want to talk about it... but take a guess."
His eyes rolled back and he sighed "What did he do this time?"
She thought for a second, Was it a good idea to tell him? What will he think of her for being so dumb? Will it change the way he sees her?
"Everyone is forgetting who LJ is..."She said, still feeling a bit sad about it."Have you even noticed? Everything here is changing. It got darker and colder, It rains all the damn time and LJ never performs!" She said, accidentally raising her voice.
"I know that's not the main reason why you're upset." Jason said looking at her face with his eyes squinted like he's trying to see through her and find the real reason.
"I just have been feeling things that I can't understand, it's nothing. What is something is what's going on out there."
The toymaker sat there staring at her then said, "Feeling what?"
She shakes her starting to feel annoyed with him "I don't know but that's not important-"
Jason leaned forward and looked into her eyes "Answer the question, Doll."He said in a stern voice that he never used with her which caught Y/n off guard.
"I feel the need to help him like I said I don't know!" She said as she watched Jason's reaction closely. "What's happening isn't okay."
Jason leaned back into the chair and shrugged, "Maybe but What's happening doesn't affect me so."
Y/n's mouth slightly dropped at his response "But isn't he your friend? Why are you acting like this, Jason? I never seen you like this before?" She said looking at him with confusion and a little bit of fear hidden behind it.
"...I never said he was my friend."
She remembered the last time she saw him...He was acting weird like he was jealous and mad at LJ for something but she never figured it out but now she might know.
~Little flashback~
Jason stared back at her with a blank look, she couldn't read any emotion in it and it kinda scared her seeing him like this.
But then a light smile crept onto his face, He understood. Of course He was still furious about the situation but he couldn't be mad at her. One day he'll take care of the whole thing for her.
He needed to find a way to get rid of LJ and fast.
Their "friendship" was slowly being destroyed by jealousy. All because of a girl.
~~~
"But shouldn't you care...?" She whispered, feeling all the hope to figure out what was going on leaving her body. She didn't know what to do.
"Why do you care? Huh? Do you need a news flash or something? You're his play toy, Y/n! He doesn't care about you and never will. I don't know, maybe him losing everything is good."
Y/n sat there listening to the words that were coming out of Jason's mouth and the way he spoke to her made that warm feeling inside her that she got from him disappear.
"He took you here and claimed you. He tormented you and killed your little sister for crying out loud. I don't see why you care. Don't." He said lastly before getting up from the chair and walking away to the room where he worked on his toys.
Of course every word he said was 100% true but she couldn't help to feel sadness wash over her. Why was everything breaking down right in front of her? Why was Jason acting like that?
Jason didn't care what was happening out there because of one reason. It was a way for her to also forget about LJ and start focusing on him.
This whole time Jason wanted her all to himself without LJ being in the picture. He was thrilled that he didn't even have to do anything to get rid of LJ. It was all Bitter...
Y/n sighed as she got up and followed to where Jason went. She knew she shouldn't care about anything that relates to LJ, So maybe this was her chance to be free from him and be at peace.
It could work because LJ is too busy whining about Bitter and his carnival so she could stay here till whenever.
She walked into the room seeing Jason doing his thing, working on a toy with his glasses almost sliding off the bride of his nose. "You're right and I'm sorry." She started speaking as Jason looked up and pushed his glasses up.
"I shouldn't care about LJ and I don't..."She walked up to him in small cautious steps. He didn't say anything till he sighed as he set his tools down. "I apologize for my behavior earlier, I just wanted to make sure you remembered who LJ is. I didn't mean to snap."
She nodded and sat down next to him. "I forgive you."
"Oh and LJ kinda gave the teddy bear you made me to someone else so..."
"Of course he did."
A/N my brain is braining rn. my ideas are finally flowing.
this is making me question if this is a Laughing Jack or Jason the Toymaker ff 😭
threesome when???
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