It's been two weeks since the whole Ja situation. He was sending stuff my apartment I had to tell the lady to just throw away anything he sent.
I also told her if she wanted to keep something she could. I didn't want nothing from him. I was just tired of him thinking him buying stuff can fix this.
I shook my head thinking about it. "You okay?" My dad asked making me nod. We were currently going out to eat because my dad was hungry.
My phone ringed making me answer and put it on speaker. "Hello." I said. "Where you going?" Li asked making me laugh.
"I'm going out to eat with my dad." I said. "I wanna come." He said. "Meet us at this place called Flemings." I said.
"Ight bet I'm on the way." He said hanging up. "Who was that?" My dad asked. "That's Li my bestie the one that I told you about." I said making him nod.
"I wanna meet that one boy." He said making me sigh. "Pops you not gonna meet him." I said rolling my eyes.
We pulled up to the restaurant and seen Li parked. He parked and I got out making Li get out. "Don't get mad." He said making me scrunch my face up.
I looked around him and seen Ja getting out his car. "Leave right now before my dad gets out that car." I said making him sigh.
"He just wanna talk." He said. "He wants to talk but my dad wants to fuck him up." I said making him nod.
"Everything okay baby?" My dad asked. "Yea." I said nodding. "Can we talk?" Ja asked walking up.
"Fuck." I mumbled. "Who is this?" My dad asked. "Dad let's go eat you know how you get when you hungry." I said pulling him towards the restaurant.
"Not out here poppa please." I pleaded making him nod and turn around. "Please leave." I said turning to Li and Ja.
"Can we just talk please?" He begged. "No we can not." I said. "Why not?" He asked mugging me.
"G is you good? You sitting here acting like you care about my feelings and you don't." I said. "I care about yo feelings I been trying." He said sighing.
"You can't fix this. There's nothing you can do I'm done." I said making him look at me. "You don't mean that." He said shaking his head. "I do now leave me alone." I said walking away.
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I was laying down watching a movie until my phone started going off. I answered seeing it was the gc I was in with Li, Diamond, Jayson, Niya, Jaren, Melo, and Brandon.
"Yes." I said. "Bitch why the fuck Ja posting you all on his Instagram!" Diamond yelled making me jump up.
"You're lying." I said going to Instagram. "Bitch I wish." She said shaking her head. "Not the public going crazy for this pop out." She said making me groan.
"Why would he do this I got shit coming up!" I yelled. "I have so much going on and pulls this shit!" I said pacing back and forth.
"Here we come." Jaren said hanging up. Li and Jayson hung up making me sigh. "On the way!" Niya said leaving the call.
I looked at his page and wanted to cry literally.
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I sighed and just kept rewatching his story cause what the fuck.
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I shook my head looking at the pictures he posted.
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"I can't stand him!" I yelled plopping down on my bed. "What's wrong baby?" My dad asked coming into my room.
"Poppa why he doing this to me?" I asked making him hug me. "It's okay baby." He said rubbing my back.
"Ight we here." Diamond said coming in my room with everybody behind her. She hugged me and I just shook my head. "I just wanna be left alone." I said getting up going into my bathroom.
I locked the door and turned on my shower. I missed Ja it's just I didn't wanna get my feelings hurt again.
I stripped out my clothes and got into the shower and let the water hit my body.
I sighed feeling my body relax. I closed my eyes for a second then opened them turning around. "I'm sorry." Ja said making me bite my lip.
"Let me make it up to you." He said softly grabbing my neck. I shook my head and started washing up. I couldn't get him out my head his voice and his touch.
My body craved that man and it made me sick. I turned the shower off and got out wrapping my towel around me.
I looked at myself in the mirror and just sighed. I closed my eyes again and opened them seeing him behind me.
"I'm sorry." He whispered in my ear making me turn around. He was just gone and I sighed thinking about him.
I got dressed and walked out my bathroom climbing into my bed. I just wanted to be alone and sleep all day.
This was hitting me hard for some reason I can't explain. I powered my phone off because it was going off. I sat it on my nightstand and turned over going to sleep. I hate it here.
