I woke up and stretched looking around. I seen two pain killers and some water on the night stand making me take them.
I looked next to me and seen Ja sleeping peacefully. I can't lie I really do miss him and his company. I just don't wanna keep going down this path of him being unfaithful.
I think we should talk when he wakes up but until then I'm finna get ready and cook. I miss my babies so much but I needed that night out.
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I seen Ja walking into the kitchen rubbing his eyes making me smile. "Good morning." I said handing him a plate. "Good morning ma." He said making me bite my lip.
I sat across from him and just watched as he ate. It's like he hasn't ate a real meal in so long. "Shit good as fuck." He said making me smile.
"Can we talk?" I asked making him nod and stare at me.
"I'm not going to lie I really miss you like sometimes I wanna pick up the phone and tell you come over. I'm just scared of being hurt again and I've been thinking a lot." I said making him nod.
"I want us to be a family but I wanna take things slow. I want you to know that you can always come talk to me about anything. You have to communicate with me and help me understand if I'm doing some wrong." I said making him nod.
"I understand what you saying and I've been going to therapy and working on myself. So I'm most definitely going to be the best me I can be." He said smiling making me smile.
"I love you Ja." I said making him kiss the back of my hand. "I love you too baby." He said making me smile.
"I wanna say im sorry for all the hurt I've caused you in these past two years. I'm willing to give up anything and everything for you." He said making me nod.
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I was out with Diamond and Alisah Pj's wife that I met at that event.
"Y'all me and Ja talked, it went great he said he's been going to therapy and things like that." I said making them nod.
"That's good he seemed to changed his whole attitude these past few months." Diamond said making me nod.
"And besides every relationship is not rainbows and unicorns. Girl PJ cheated on me too many times and I always left. I just had to sit back and think about my boys though." Alisah said making me nod.
"We went to therapy and PJ started crying like breaking down. When I tell you them first 4 years I've been with that man. I've never seen him drop a tear not even when he yawn." She said making us laugh.
"Y'all are so strong for each other and that's why I think you and Ja are meant for each other. Y'all made two beautiful little boys together. I know co parenting can be stressful because it's one of you and two of them." Diamond said making me nod.
"I feel like y'all talking was very much needed. I also feel like me and PJ, you and Ja, Niya and Jaren, Diamond and Brandon, and whoever else. Let's all have a little brunch party." Alisah said making me get excited.
"No kids, no super strong drinks, no dark clubs, just friends hanging out eating and enjoying themselves." Diamond said nodding.
"I'm so down for that." I said smiling. My phone ringed making me answer it. "Yes Ja?" I asked seeing him in the camera.
"When you coming back?" He asked making me laugh. "In another hour or two." I said making him nod. "Okay be safe I love you." He said.
"I will and I love you too." I said before hanging up. "Let's hurry up so we can get you back to that man." Alisah said making me laugh.
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I walked into my house and seen rose petals all over the floor. I smiled and walked further into the house. Ja was standing at the table all dressed with roses in his hands.
"Hi Ja." I smiled shyly. He walked up to me and handed me the roses making me laugh. "You look good baby." He said wrapping his arms around me.
We shared a passionate kiss making me smile at him. "What's all this?" I asked making him smile.
"We met two years ago and ever since then I've had so much love and respect for you." He said making me smile. "I want our relationship to be back where it was before I fucked it all up. Y/N I promise I will never hurt you again." He said kissing my head.
He got down on his knee and I covered my mouth screaming. "Y/N will you marry me?" He asked making me jump up and down.
"Yes!" I yelled hugging him and kissing all over him. This was something that's always been my dream. I've always wanted to get married to the man I love.
"I love you so much." He said holding me making me cry. "I love you too baby." I said lowly.
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