Hopes & Love (neagami)

chapter 4

Authors note: Togami's done figuring out his emotions after the talk with kyoko

Makoto's POV: I walked out from class with Togami, i saw say he needed to use the bathroom and to wait for him by dorm room since class was done now (you don't have to follow your partner to the restroom) "K" i say as i see him leave for the restroom. I start to walk to the bathroom and see a bunch of rich kids that paid their way to get in, (if you don't have a talent, then you can pay your way in) They were talking behind their Friends backs and i heard them say... wait...what? "I heard makoto was the ultimate lucky student" "That's so lame, like jeez he shouldn't even be here" "he's not even rich, i heard his parents were so broke they had to get 3 jobs just to pay for food" "HAHAHA" "good one Kian" I heard them laugh, i ran to the dorm before they saw me, their laughter ingrained into my head, what they said. i brushed it off as i saw Togami. "hey neagi" i sighed as i told him he can call me makoto now because were friends. "if ya say so makoto" i heard him say, we went into the dorm and sat down after changing from our uniform into something else, i picked a large t-shirt that hinted at despair and when i saw togami.. what? why is my heart doing this to me? i wondered in my head I suddenly heard "hello? earth to makoto" i blinked back into reality and saw togami, he was wearing a simple white t-shirt and black pants, he looked good. Since PE was over we went to the library because we both like to read books, I went into the back and shut the door, i heard togami sit down and tart reading. I turned on the light before...something happens. I grabbed a book called "True crime" which was about crimes that were not released to the public because of them freaking out. The book was not new to me because during average high school i learned to hack government websites and or just government files without getting caught, because they always had the better true crimes. "click"... i heard the door lock by accident and the lights were automatically turned off. My heart starts to beat heavily as i remember those words as i was going to the dorm, i was scared of the dark and being locked in a room with no other way out, it reminded me of dad. I though about the words while trying to ignore the dark and locked door, it worked but... I remember those words... I was 4 years old, i got adopted into my loving family when i turned 5 years old and i don't like to remember my life before that but many things trigger my memories about it. "That's so lame, like jeez he shouldn't even be here" and one about my family being broke, and the... wait. i remember those voices... weren't they my bullies back in high school before The lucky student was picked. I remember them now... i should stay away, they might hit me like before, i felt my eyes starting to tear up i "click" i heard the door open, i looked up and saw togami. I was about to start crying "there you are, it been 2 hours and you weren't in the dorm" I couldn't hold it in anymore, water slowly flowed from my eyes and to the bottom of my face. I felt i was being lifted up into someones arm i looked up and saw togami "you okay?" I heard him say, i-i t-think, i replies still crying, I slowly felt as though i was being carries, i realized togami carried me to our dorm and sat me down, "wanna talk about it?" not really, its personal i say back in reply to his question "that fine, i have my own personal things to" i smiles slightly and hugged him, he act shocked and for some reason his face was all bright red, i back up AH, YOURS BURNING UP, do need any medicine? i said concerned. "it okay ill get some medicine, you don't have to worry" okay fine i say still looking concerned. togami went to the bathroom and came back in in pj's, i went and got in mine. We went off to bed after that, although i got up in the middle of the night and started to think about the bullies.

(I'm not even gonna fix the i's anymore)