Hopes & Love (neagami)

chapter 7

Makoto POV: I woke up and got ready for school, me and kuya continued to the classroom. We talk to kyoko while we waited for the teacher. We talked about our past and everything, togami grew up fighting his siblings for the top position until his father died in which his mother took care of them, Kyoko grew up in a bloodline of detectives and grew up to be one, I decided i would tell them because i think i can trust them, "well, i started of when i was born into a horrible family. They were abusive and i still remember them, i didn't like to think about it but i wanted to tell someone. I told them about how they were, how i got adopted into my new family and told them about my sister Komaru. they were really shocked and surprised, kuya remembered when i was locked into the back of the library and was crying when he found me and told us about that time, even i remembered it. "lets not talk about this again, i haven't been thinking about a bit more since i was chilling at this school with you guys" i said to both of them, they agreed to do this and then the teacher came in and so we sat down and got our textbooks to study, when class ended i said i would be back and that i needed to go grab something in the dorm, i ran to the dorm and grabbed the paper and thought, come one, come on, who could it be. I noticed the time, and stuffed the papers back into my backpack. I ran to the next class in time, we sat down and went on with our school day trying to put what we talked about behind us because i really didn't like to talk about it that much but i wanted to get it off my shoulders. now that i have time to think, why did my heart give a flutter when i'm next to kuya? i though to my self while we were in class. When class ended we all went to our last few classes before we went to lunch, after that we chowed down on some banana creamed pie with a banana crust. I guess i didn't mention this before we got some time to digest our food before we have to go to PE, and during that time i hung out with byakyua and kyoko. Kyoko had just asked celestia out and she said yes, their dating now and happy. We chatted and talked but i feel kyoko knew something else besides my past but i just couldn't put my finger on it, i wish i knew. I still wanted to know who byakyua was referring to when he wrote on the math textbook, i didn't like it when i couldn't figure something out. We talked and chatted although i spaced out somethings, like "yeah i have a crush so what" wait wasn't that kuya's voice and i think kyoko might know who it might be by the look on her face. I might ask her later "bb-rrr-iiinnnngggg" the bell went off and we all went to our next class, kyoko and celestia had health while we had PE. After PE was done we went off to our dorms and i was exhausted after PE, i sat down my stuff and sat down on my bed, "hey makoto?" yeah? i said back, "can i ask you a question if that okay" sure, i replied because i was curious about what he was curious about. "why do you never take off your hoodie or show your sleeves, sorry if its person- O-OH, n-no reason i-i just like to cover my s-s-sleeves. i hurried and said before he could finish his sentence. I stuttered a lot and i know he picked up that i stutter when i'm being a little to nervous. "are you okay?" he asked in a surprising sweet and caring voice for him, i-im o-o-okay i said back still stuttering, he came and hugged me. "i know your lying makoto." he said in his usual voice, i hugged him back i felt like crying and i think he picked up on that, "you can cry if you need to, okay?" he said in that sweet caring voice again, my lips shivered, i felt a tear go down my cheek. I started crying i hugged him back, he laid me down on my bed. i never got the chance to ask kyoko who he had a crush on to, i felt sad about him having a crush but i was happy for him though, i felt as though i wanted to be with hi- wait, what? i want to be with him. My brain seems to think so, maybe i have a crush on him? is that why i keep getting butterfly's in my stomach around him? probably. i hear him come back from the kitchen with a cup of hot coco, he set it next to the TV and picked my up and sat me down next to the TV and grabbed a blanket, he sat down next to me and covered me in a blanket and handed the cup of hot chocolate to me, i sipped on it. He turned on my favorite TV show, danganronpa and even though it was despairing to feel this way i didn't like this kind of despair. He let me rest my head on his shoulder as we watched the TV and the cup of hot coco empty sitting in front of us, my heart was fluttering more than it ever had. 

(I had to do an interview about this in front of the class, I died inside that day)