I'm scared. I feel empty inside. I sleep around with so many dudes thinking it will fix somthing. That it will fill the empty hole. That lays in my heart. But it never dose. I had someone. I did. But he's gone. I wonder what's so different about this time. Why? Why with Noah do I feel so loved? Is it the way he whispers to me? But then I snap back to reality and realize this man is violently railing me. "Uh~ ah~ sto-" I say. "Dose it hurt baby? I'm sorry." Two things did he just call me baby?! And he is not sorry at all because he just started slamming his dick harder into me. Can I~ change-positions?~. Without even realizing it I was facing him and on his lap. He smirks and says "so you like to see my face?" Not gonna lie he is really hot but for some reason he just pisses me off. " UH~ wai-~~? AhH~." He starts to kiss my collar bone then slowly moves up giving me hickys everywhere. He kissed me on the lips gently then slowly goes in for tongue. Hurry up I think over and over again. I pull him into my lips. Ah. "Hurry up" I say. Tears falling from my face "AgH~~." It feels so good. I'm so tired though.
Hours pass and I wake up. Did I pass out?!! How hard did this man fuck me?! I look to check if I there was cum in my butt, but I'm clean? And the sheets too. I start to tap the other side of the bed excepting Noah to be there. And feeling his big muscly chest. But he's not there. There's a note on the side that says "sorry. I had to go because of my dad. But I'll be back. Mind if I crash there?" So much anxiety just left. Why? Why was I so anxious? But then I realize I'm getting attached again. No.. I can't.
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Sorrowful love
Romance"Sorrowful love" Is about two college student boys Minho, and Noah. Minho, who is the main character has trouble dealing with his emotions of his unresolved past trauma. He still feels the same way he has for years. Death. It's something that crosse...
