BEADEL'S CRAZY FAMILY

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Bea's pov:

After that conversation with mom I went to ate ly's vacant room kasi I want to rest na.

When I was laying in bed about to sleep but then bigla kong na alala ang sinabi ng sarili kong pamilya sakin the night before I attempted.

(flashback)

I decided to go home after training kasi I want to rest peacefully.

I finally reached our house and pagkapasok ko nakita ko sa sala sila mom, dad, kuya and julia yeah julia casal pero de Leon na siya ngayon kasi inampon siya nila mom.

They were all looking at me ung nakakatakot so kinabahan naman ako kasi ever since dumating si Julia hndi na ako ang kinikilala nilang prinssesa nila haha yeah ako ung bunso and mas nauna sakin si Julia ng 2 years pero siya ang favourite pati si kuya favourite nila ako lng talaga ung hndi.

Before Julia came sobrang spoiled ako and sobrang love nila ako hahaha like my life is so perfect back then pero now it's the complete opposite.

"bea nakikinig ka?" julia.

Wow I'm spacing out na pla hahahah.

"uh what is it?" I said.

"I said let's go to the garden we are gonna talk to you." dad said with a serious tone.

My god dipa nila ako pahingain pagod na pagod na ako oh d ba nila nakikita. Sabi ko sa sarili ko syempre.

So yeah we went sa garden and umupo.

"bea you have to quit volleyball and stop studying kaylangan ka namin dito sa bahay mag babakasyon kasi ang mga maids natin for two months." dad said and I was so shocked kasi bkt kaylangan ko mag stop eh wla lng namang mga maids for two months.

"why do I need to stop mawawala lng naman ung mga maids for two months."I said.

" we need a katulong and ikaw muna yon. " mom said.

" what! Bkt ako? Bkt d nlng si julia? Tutal tapos naman na siya mag school plus wla naman siyang trabaho bkt kaylangan ako pa?! " sabi ko ng pasigaw.

" ano ba isabel! Wag kangang ganyan plus ayaw naming mapagod si julia she's so precious hndi niya bagay maging maid. " mom said.

" tang*na naman oh parang d niyo naman ako anak! Parang ako naman tong ampon niyo! Parang d niyo ako kadugo!" sabi ko na pasigaw.

" ano ba bea stop that you're so maarte! " kuya said.

" my god kuya pati ba naman ikaw kakampi ka kay ate Julia?! Tang*na naman oh d niyo ba nakikita na pagod na pagod na ako! Tsk bkt kayo nagkakaganto?! Parang d niyo ako kadugo! Parang si ate julia ang tunay niyong anak kahit ampon lng naman siya!!!" sinigaw ko.

" Ano ba bea stop that! " mom said and slapped me in the face.

I was holding my cheeks ng biglang may sumuntok sa chan ko and when I looked si julia pala un.

"how dare you say that I'm ampon! I'm part of the family na!" julia said and sinuntok ung tagiliran ko.

" totoo naman kasi ah ampon kalang! Sana pala hndi nalang ako nabuhay kung ganito rin lng ang gagawin niyo sakin! Sana hndi niyo nalang ako ginawa kung ganito rin ang gagawin niyo sakin! I thought my life was perfect when I was a kid I thought I will be your one and only princess! Na alala ko nanaman ung promise niyo sakin ni kuya loel nung bata pa ako na you would never hurt me! Na I will be your princess! Ano na nangyari asan na ung mga promise niyo?! Grabe kayo sakin! Ako nanga nag lalaba ng mga damit niyo ako pa magiging maid niyo?! Kahit sobrang pagod ako sa training at sa school nagagawa kopang mag laba! Alam niyo I love you guys so so much kahit na ganito trato niyo sakin sana kung gaano ko kayo kamahal ganon niyo din ako kamahal pero hndi eh! It's the complete opposite! Ahy ito I remember again nung nag lalaro kami ni ate julia ng habol habolan tapos biglang siyang nadapa ako uli pinagalitan niyo! Kahit accedent lng naman siyang nadapa!" I said while crying and still holding the parts kung saan sinuntok ni julia.

" ano ba beatriz sumosobra kana! " dad and then he punched me sa may tagiliran uli then sumunod naman si kuya sinuntok niya din ako sa chan, then si mom naman sinapal uli ako.

D nila tinigil yun hanggang sa napa upo na ako sa sahig I was crying because of the pain not just psychically but mentally nadin.

Nung tumigil sila I run papunta sa room ko kahit na nahihirapan ako.

When I reached my room agad Kong sinara ang pinto at ni lock.

I went to my bed and cried again.

"ugh!! I wish I wasn't born!! I wish I died!! I wanna die na lord!!" I said.

I went to my bathroom and I was searching for something sharp and nakita ko ang nag iisang blade sa loob ng drawer ko I got it and lifted my shirt and nakita ko ang dami Kong pasa.

After minutes of staring at my bruises I decided to cut my stomach kasi I can't take it anymore eh! Lagi nalang sila ganito sakin ever since I was 10 years old Lagi na nila along sinasaktan kada iiyak si julia sasaktan nila ako.

So yeah a lot of blood came out but I just wiped it off and then I remembered may training pala kami bukas 5:00am ang call time so I went to bed.

I woke up feeling sore not just my face but also my stomach and I remembered na sinaktan pla nila ako at sinaktan korin sarili ko.

I went out my bed and did my morning retuals then I went and fixed my bag.

I went downstairs and went in my car and drove to the campus.

Hndi na ako nag breakfast.

I reached the beg and went inside wla pa naman ung mga teammates ko kaya umupo muna. I didn't realise I was spacing out.

We started training but I didn't really feel it kasi all the time pala I was spacing out probably because I was thinking of what happened last night.

Training is done kaya nag pahinga na kami. While me and maddie are resting tinawag ako ni coach tai so I went to him, kinakabahan ako kasi alam Kong sesermunan niya uli ako.

"bea why are you always spacing out! U know if your always like that don't come and train! If only I know that you are like that hndi nlng sana kita kinuha! Bea your such a Stupid player! You are so stupid! Why are you being like that d ka naman ganyan dati! Last week kalang ganyan! " coach tai.

" sorry coach I'll make bawi later. " I said.

" okay training is over. " coach tai.

" Guys una nako sa shower room. " I said. They just nooded.

I went there and cried thinking that I'm a failure plus ung sinabi ng sarili Kong pamilya kagabi.

I took my blade out of my phone chase and started cutting my wrists I don't care if ma cut ko ung mga ugat ko.

When I'm done cutting my wrists umiyak ako ng umiyak after a while biglang nag bukas ung pinto and then I saw ate ly, ate den, ate ells, manong kief, anton, thirdy and Maddie.

Agad akong niyakap ni ate ly but I'm really feeling ill I feel like I will pass out by any minute.

" ate ly I'm so sorry sa ginawa ko pagod na pagod na talaga ako." I said and after that ate ly spoke but then my sight went to black.

(end of flashback)

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Author:ooh gulat kayo noh hahaha ang dark ng chapter na ito pero remember fanfiction lng ito!!.

Sorry guys sa mga wrong spelling and wrong grammar.

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