dead princess~gxg

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(Andrea)
I haven't seen pandora since she left to answer her phone and i miss her so much. Is she okay? She did seem stressed when we were talking but i
didn't want to ask why. I wish i could go find her but im not allowed to leave the room without her . Ugh this place is so confusing. So many rules yet so comfortable and the people here are nice so why don't i forget that im held here against will. Its been like 4 months since i have seen my family but do i even want to go back? I mean the castle felt more like a prison than this place. I can be myself and i don't have to mind my language . i can eat my dinner by myself or with people. Its my choice to make and its not decided for me. These people just want some misunderstandings to be fixed but i guess they are referred to as "criminals". Why can't things ever make sense?!

It comes lunch and i wait patiently for Pandora to visit. She usually tries to spend all day with me and her bedroom is only 2 doors away. This is the longest we have spent away from each other other than when she was gone for a week and i was "guarded" by Damien himself as a replacement because she only trusted him just like i only trust her. Her words not mine. A knock sounds on my door and i tell the person to come in. Damien opens the door . He says : "Princess its time for lunch....are you coming down or do you want me to have someone bring it up?"

I look at him taking in his facial features and make a shocking discovery ... he had the same smile as pandora. hm strange. i never noticed it before. I realise he is still waiting for a answer as im staring at him. I compose myself and say..
" i'll come down but where is pandora ... and please call me Andrea , it doesn't sound the same coming from your mouth"

He looks taken aback but then composes himself and  starts talking.

" Okay Andrea ....pandora is in her room taking a nap after finding out some unexpected news from a family member , now are you sure you wanna come down without her?"

I take a moment but then say something last minute.

" Can i eat with her in her room?"
He looks at me and thinks for a while before responding
"you want me to go ask her?" Giving me a weird look as i plead

"please damien ... i really want to see her"

"Fine... but it hasn't been that long since you saw her last ...you know " *He says while laughing*

I shoot him a look and he backs out the room promising that he will ask for me.

When he had closed the door , i sat down and started thinking .... what news did pandora get that would mean she would go to her room. She barely goes in there , its so bad that sometimes she sleeps in my room because she doesn't like going in there??It must have been really bad!?

(Pandora)
I hate this room. No matter what colour i paint the walls , where things are , whether i get carpet or not. I hate it all. This room is the only room in this place that i hate being in . I also just want Andrea but i don't want her seeing me like this.I seem broken. And thats not what i want her to see. At that moment , there is a knock and Damien pokes his head in. I roll my eyes and go to turn away knowing that i couldn't deal with anything else he tells me until he says.

"Pandora ..... Princess Andrea is requesting to eat lunch in here with you .... is that okay?"

Huh she must want to see me.... I poke my thumb out giving him the go ahead to bring her to me and he leaves saying he will bring our plates up. A couple minutes go by and then she walks in. Damien leaves to go get our food and she comes straight over. She leans over kissing my forehead as i lie in this bed rethinking every decision i have made in my life. She takes my hand and holds it in hers like she has nothing better to do. She stays holding my hand until Damien comes back and leaves our food on our little table and exits where she then asks if i want any of my food. I shake my head and she comes back over taking a seat on the bed and letting me put my head in her lap. She plays with my hair as i fall asleep feeling like im at home with the one person i shouldn't.