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"RIGHELLE WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?!" Kairi yelled coming from my bedroom holding 3 bottles of tequila I kept under my bed. Two of them was empty.
"W-whatchu mean?" I stuttered.
"You said you was drinking occasionally this shit don't seem like something occasional!" He said mad.
"Kairi calm down its not that big of deal!" I yelled.
"How the fuck is not?! Why is you hurting yourself like this." He said lowering his voice at the end.
I avoided eye contact with him and looked at the couch.
"Baby look at me." He said lifting my head up by my chin softly.
I felt my eyes water as I looked at him.
"What's wrong?"
"I told myself when I had kehlani I would be a better mama to her den mine was den when I found out I lost my baby I felt like I was her...like I failed as mom like I treated my unborn child like she treated me like everything was more important den my baby." I said crying.
He sat on the couch next to me and pulled me on his lap as I cried on his shoulder.
"Ian talked to kehlani in a month she prolly don't even miss me I fucked up her birthday....I'm just tired of fucking everything up kairi...I'm so tired in general." I said honestly through my tears.
"I know you are...I know."
Was the last thing I heard before I fell asleep.
I carried De in my arms to her bed and put the cover over her.
I knew what i had to do as bad as i didn't want to i knew i had to do it. I grabbed De's phone i remembered from middle school she always said ha favorite number was seven it was the day and month her mama was born in.
I typed in all sevens and it unlocked i went to ha contacts and clicked on princes name i putbthe phone to my ear.
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I picked up the last empty liquor bottle and put it in the trash can I got prince to agree to flying Kehlani and Jasmine, and Nia and they kids out here prince ain't wanna see her.
I swear that nigga is fucking mental.
"You ain't have to do that."
I turned around and saw De stumble in the room.
"It's Igh you don't need that shit anyways." I mumbled.
