Becoming the enemy emperors favorite concubine {BL}

{S1}{I}

POV Fuxi Bai

| My eye quickly opened and I shot up from my bed "Your highness is something wrong!?" I turned to the voice to see one of my many servant by my bed side, Xiao Nuo , "Nuo bring me a mirror" "of course you highness" she left and came back with a golden tinted mirror and handed it to me

I was young again 15 to be exact, three years before the Southern empire attacked and emperor kill's me, two year before Chen becomes emperor, and four day before father dies and Four hours before he grants me the throne

'No please not again, I can't take it anymore just let me die already' I gripped the sheets of my bed "your highness after you eat and get dressed the emperor wishes to talk to you" I know, I already know, I know everything that is to happen

"ok"

I ate and got dressed in red lavish robes with a big fur cape to keep me warm for the deadly cold, I always had a weak body my mother too had a weak body and in return couldn't give me a strong body like my older brother

I opened the doors to his room "Imperial Father you wish for talk to me"

'Yes my child come closer'
"Yes my child come closer" i turned around and shut the doors making my way to his bed side
"What is it you need Father"
'I am going to die soon my son and I have something to say'
"I am going to die soon my son and I have something to say" I already know what he wants "yes?"
'I want you to rule this empire'
"I want you to rule this empire" I just looked at him with empty eyes "what wrong are you not happy to be emperor?" "No, father I am not happy I don't wish to be emperor" he looked at me with shock "you don't?" "No father I just want a happy quiet life" "but as a child you-" "please father" "I see, then I won't force you my child" 'Really is he really going to let it go so easily?' I gently smiled 'FAKER' "thank you father" I got up a processed to leave the room "my son" my father called out to me, I stopped in the middle of the doorway "yes father?" His grey eyes showed sadness "Take care of yourself, you look deadly pale" "of course father" 'YOU FUCKING LIAR' I finally left the room I only made it a few steps away from fathers room before I collapsed onto the ground breathing became unbearable painful

*COUGHING*

I got up again making my way back to my room to take my medicine, I downed the repulsive liquid before I choose to lay down on to my bed, the plan now is to stay hidden and when the time comes run, or maybe brother Fei makes peace with them some how, I finally closed my eyes before everything grew quite and I drifted into a deep sleep

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'Fire' my skin it feel like I was being burned alive my breathing grew heavy and cold sweat dripped down my face, I finally woke up from my paralyzed stat I shot out of bed quickly leaving my room out into my garden , I grabbed the first thing I saw a willow tree that was far from my room, the cold air seemed to calm my burning body 'life 27, the time the Emperor Chen burned me alive' I slide down the willow log feeling the hot saliva pooling inside my mouth, and salted tears running down my cheeks, I don't know how but I fell asleep in the freezing cold

Next morning

"!YOUR HIGHNESS WERE ARE YOU!" I woke up to the sound of my panicked servants looking everywhere of me and turning my room upside down, I got up turning and tried walking to my room but my legs felt like glass they felt so cold from last nights that I just couldn't seem to walk, I collapsed on to the snow and closed my eyes again but I managed to see my loyal servant rushing to help me, when I awoke again I was in my bed with a warm towel on my forehead and bundled up in a bunch of soft fur blankets, I reached up grabbing the towel before sitting up, my head still aching and my body felt extremely cold "your highness!?" I turned to the voice, "Nuo?" She quickly came to my bed side "thank the ancestors your awake" "how long was I out for Nuo?" She seem to be a bit nervous "three days" oh that's why father died last night 'play the innocent card' "how is father doing?" 'FAKER YOU KNOW' she seem nervous to say the next few words
'he died last night'
"He died last night your highness"
don't cry 'CRY', don't blame anyone 'IT WAS EVEYONES FAULT' and definitely don't yell 'SCREAM' 'you have been over this before he is gone and you can't change that' 'YOU DIDN'T SAVE HIM AGAIN' "ah I see, Nuo please leave I need time" she got up "of course your highness" 'Stop crying Bai you couldn't do anything about it' "I know" tears finally spilling from his eyes but I still miss him 'Pathetic'