Summers POV
Ever since me and Sammy's talk two weeks ago, we have hung out way more. We've been to go get ice cream at midnight and we've had way too many movie nights I don't think I could even count on both hands the amount. Nate has been at the studio a bit so when Nate wasn't here I hung out with Sam. I missed talking to him everyday and hanging with him.
If I'm being completely honest, some of my feelings are coming back for Sammy but I'm not going to let them get in the way of me and Nate's relationship. I love Nate. Right? I have been asking myself that question ever since me and Sam became friends again.
"So, how are you and Nate?" Sam asks looking down.
"We're fine. Why do you ask?" I reply, sitting next to him on the couch.
"Just wondering I guess" he mumbles, then looking at me in the eyes.
"There's something bothering you Sam. What is it?" I demand, nicely of course.
"It's nothing" he simply answers. I raise my eyebrows and cross my arms, knowing he's lying.
"Fine. I'm jealous of you and Nate's relationship. If I hadn't have fucked up, do you think we would still be together?" I look at him with sympathy. The relationship me and Nate shared was killing him and it has only occurred to me now.
"In all honesty, yes. I think we would be. But nothing lasts forever I guess" I say leaning my head on his shoulder.
"Fuck" he mumbles, resting his head on the top of mine.
"I miss us Summer" he says. I just said nothing not wanted to admit to missing it too. Because I did but at the same time I didn't because I was happy with Nate.
"I'll wait though" he continues. I look at him in the eyes once again, trying to find an explanation for his sudden burst of emotions. I put my hand on his cheek, brushing my thumb over the slight bruise that still laid there.
"I'm ho-" Nate starts as he walks into the door. "What's this?" Nate says pointing his finger between the two of us.
"Nate, it's honestly not what it looks like" I stutter, scared of the events that could occur after this. But he just sighs.
"You still have feelings for him don't you?" He asks me. I stand up, walking over to him. Sammy also rises to his feet but stays by the couch.
"I love you Nate" I say.
"But you love him too don't you? Just admit it Summer" he starts to raise his voice. I just shake head in denial, not wanting to admit my feelings for Sam to Nate.
"Summer, it's obvious. If you aren't with me you are with him. You do all the things that you used to do with him or that you do with me. Its so fucking obvious!" He bellows, getting frustrated.
"What do you want me to do Nate?! Admit I have feelings for Sammy?! Fine! I do!" I yell slightly but continue. "But my feelings are stronger for you. I love you Nate" I say, stepping closer to him. I try to take his hand but he snatches it away.
"It's me or him" he states. Is he really going to make me choose?
Sam and I have had some good times but there have also been a lot of bad. Our relationship was great at the start until he didn't get what he wanted and started to resort to other options. That meant cheating on me with Gilinsky's love. Madison. That's where our relationship ended and I don't think I could ever forgive him of that. But I will always have something for Sam.
However, Nate was and is always there for me. He took care of me when no one else would. He made sure I was okay and he made me feel special. Nate treats me like a princess. He protects me and sticks up for me, even if he can get a little violent. Even though he did hurt Sam and accidentally hurt me... he was kind of hot when he was angry. Okay shut up Summer.
"I-i. I chose..... Nate. I choose Nate" I say, struggling to come to an answer at the start. The biggest smile appeared on his face and he opened his arms. I jumped straight into them and wrapped me arms around his neck and my legs around his waist. Nate's arms were securely wrapped around my waist as if he was scared I would leave him. After that he put me down and I turned to Sam who was just stood there with his head down.
I walk over to him and lift his head up with my finger. His eyes were full of sadness but he still made contact with me.
"You okay?" I ask, hugging him.
"Yeah. It was just take me a while to get over it. But I'm happy for you two" he whispers, hugging me back.
"I love you Samuel" I giggle, knowing he hates his full name.
"Shut up" he chuckles. I let go and walk back to Nate, he wraps his arm around me.
"Hey, are we cool man?" Sam asks Nate.
"...We're cool" Nate smiles, doing this weird handshake with him. I was happy that they were friends again. It felt like they hated each other for so long.
"What just happened here? The door is still wide open" Johnson says walking in the house, Gilinsky close behind. We all look at each other and then back at the Jacks.
"Nothing. Everything's great" I say kissing Nate's jawline while holding his hand.
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I felt like this chapter sucked.... Sorry. The next part of this story will be better don't worry.
