His To Fix

HOPELESS

LILO POV

I guess my light is dim and my soul is being forgotten I'm broken
No battery will help brighten it up
No one can repair me unless it's the Lord
and honestly it feels like he to has given up on me
I'm slowly giving up
I'm slowly dying

Today is my curse day, the day my so called mother gave birth to me. My name is Lilo Benz I do not know who my father is and well my mother is barely in my life.
My life was fine, I was fine being invisible at school as well as at home, but everything changed the day we moved into my stepfather's house Stephen King.

7years ago

*Knock*Knock*knock* I immediately woke up at the sound of the loud banging at my bedroom door.

"Yes!!" I yelled back to show him that I heard him. I stood up and went to open the door. Suddenly I was punched in my stomach. What the, what's going on what did I do. Water filled my eyes to the brim, but before I could look up I heard him.

"How dare you answer me like that?"

"I-I jus-just wanted t-to" I was answering when I felt a burning sting, my right cheek was in pain. He slapped me.

"You get ready for school,and you'll be walking" he said in a powerful voice. I looked up and nodded to show I understand while tears rolled down my face.

I went to the bathroom and freshen up, wrapping myself in a towel and moving to my bedroom. Only for Stephen to pull my towel off.
I tried getting my towel back but got kicked in my stomach instead. Laying on the ground sobbing I heard his voice.

"Let me give you the rules" he said walking towards me with a cigarette in his hand. Kneeling down beside me he gripped my hair and yanked me up.

"Rule number one. No boy's is allowed to touch you or talk to you" burn. He actually brought his cigarette to my breast and burned me underneath it. Whimpering at the pain I nodded quickly so he could take it away.

"Rule number two. No friends at all" burn again.

"Rule number three. You will come home immediately after school" burn.

"Rule number four. You will only eat what is of my and your mother's leftovers and that's only at night" burn.

I was a sobbing mess and the pain was too much.

"Rule number five. You will wake up early and leave early for school. I don't want to see your ugly face" burn.

"Rule number six. I don't want to see you, if you are at home you better stay in your room" burn. He was burning me with his cigarette, I'm sure it is in a straight line.

"Rule number seven. You open your mouth about this, then I'll kill you mother" burn my eyes were closing up because I was unable to take the pain anymore. But just before I could close it. My head was being pressed into the cold water at the bath.

"You dare close your eyes well I speak to you!!"

"S-sorry" I said in a cry.

Punch "Don't speak to me you little whore. Today you won't go to school, I'll show you what you deserve" punch after punch I cried out of help but nothing. He kicked me left right center. And when he stopped hitting me after an hour he said "You better pray, your mother doesn't talk to guys infront of me and if she does I'll just beat you up even if you follow my rules"

Present

I currently live in Stephens basement. My mother disappeared 3 years ago when he hit her for the first time, not knowing that I have been abused by her husband from the second day of their marriage and as for me well I'm being abused everyday of my life. I have unbelievable scars on my body and I am unbelievably tiny.

It's 5am and I had to get ready to left this hell. I put on an oversized hoodie and a per of jeans. I tie my hair up in a high bun and put on my takkies. When I was done I immediately made a run for it.
After my mother left 3 years ago Stephen King has stayed drunk and even comes looking for me to vent his anger out on me.

About 10 minutes after I enter an empty school premises. School is my safe haven, no one knows me and I like it that way. Well all the teachers know me but they only know me because of my outstanding marks. Honestly I'm useless, I have been failing ever subject this year because of the monster at home. I'm in twelve grade. I have also been at the top of my class in every subject. This year it's different.

As I was walking into the first class I get today I went straight to the back. Putting my head on the desk. As I was about to pickup on my rest the door opened.
I looked, a bit nervous and that's when I saw it. It was our new History teacher, his first day was last week.

I was about to ignore him when he spoke up well walking towards me. "What you doing here so early?" He spoke in a almost to good to believe gentle voice.

"I-I'm uh so-sorry " I said my voice was a bit rested. For the last time I spoke with or to someone was 7 years ago. I stood up right away to leave but he block me.

"It's fine there's no need to be sorry. While I'm actually sorry for interrupting your peace. So please stay Miss Benz I won't disturb you any further" he knows my name. The most beautiful person I saw at this school knows my name.

"Can I ask you something Miss Benz, well that's if you do not mind" I nodded

"I heard you where the top of the class in all your subjects" he said putting his hand on my waist. I wimped and pulled back.

"What is wrong Miss Benz, what's wrong?" He questioned trying to get a look under my hoodie.

"I- If you don't get away from me I will scream" I said.

"And if you don't allow me to see I will inform all the teachers as well as the police" he said with a smirk.

"You I" I said a bit paranoid about what he'll see.

"Let me help"he said taking my hand and pulling me flat against him. I was in so much pain but I didn't shed a tear, honestly my body was here but I Lilo Benz, I died along the way.
He lifted me up under my arms and put me on the desk. I immediately shut my eyes close when I felt the cool air on my skin.

"What the fuck"

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a/n it's really sad what she had to go through. If you actually feel this chapter comment pain