i watch emily walk away from me. the last time she'll ever be in my life. the last time we'll get to share snacks, the last time i'll get to see her smile, the last time i'll ever get to stare into her beautiful eye holes. no more playdates, no more playing on the playground together. she's really gone.
the rest of the day i can't stop thinking about her. i just hope she'll never forget about me.
the next week is horrible, i don't have anyone to play with. i walk around the playground everyday just remembering all the amazing memories i have with her. nothing will ever be as good as that again. it feels like my heart has been taken away. what am i to do without her? without her accent? without her smile to bright up my days? i'm so lost without her.
life feels meaningless. as each day goes by i wonder if she has forgotten about me. what if she has a new boyfriend? what if she's getting bullied at her new school. i'm not there to defend her. i feel helpless.
