summoned

healing

⚠️mentions of sh⚠️

Rains pov

I quickly realized what was wrong and left phantoms room. sodo had a past harming himself, but that was a while ago. I helped him through it, and he got better he said he hasn't done it since when aether left. And he has phantom now. Why would he feel he had to hurt himself?

As I walked into sodos room, I saw him curled into a ball crying. I quickly sat on my knees next to his bed. "What's wrong, sodo?" I asked he and he just cried harder. I got up and sat on the bed, then I gently grabbed sodo and set him in my lap and put his head into my chest. He quickly hugged me tightly and cried into my chest it broke my heart seeing him like this. "Sodo, I know you did it again," I said softly. I felt sodo tense up and quickly said, "I'm not mad. I just want to know why" sodo looked up at me with tears in his eyes and on his face."h-how did you k-know?" He asked me, his voice breaking slightly as he tried holding back more tears "sodo phantom is worried about you and thinks you hate him and when he told me about all the weird things you were doing this morning I immediately knew so can you please tell me why you did it?"Why should phantom care if I hate him? it's not like he loves me," sodo said angerly."What do you mean he doesn't love you, sodo? He's been crying thinking that you didn't love him and that you hate him" I ask him "w-well I was going t-to his room to a-ask if he w-wanted t-to sleep 8n the same room with me a-and I heard him talking to l-lunar saying h-how he loves h-her and wants to b-be with her f-forever" sodo subs in my arms "did you even ask him about it sodo? It could have been a misunderstanding, " I ask him."n-no, I didn't ask," he says while still crying softly. I sigh. "Can I see where you did it? I just want to make sure it won't get infected and that you cleaned it. " sodo nods and pulls up a sleeve, showing me the gash in his arm."It looks like you did a good job cleaning it. That's good. " I lean down and kiss above his wound."Please don't do this anymore, sodo. If you ever feel like doing it, please come to me. im always always here sodo"i says as I pull his sleeve back down gently. "And can you please go talk to Phantom he's worried about you," sodo nodded and said, "I-Ill try" I nodded and gently lay sodo back in his bed "go to sleep for now you can talk to him when you wake up" I say "b-but it's still morning?" Sodo says, confused."sodo, i know you barley slept last night. Just go to bed. I'll wake you up at lunchtime. " I gently cover him and walk out

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Time skip

I walk into sodos room and gently wake him up. "It's lunch time sodo" I say as sodo opens his eyes slowly. He slowly sits up and says "okay I'll be there in a moment." I walk out of his room and go to the kitchen where everyone is already sitting. I go and sit in between phantom and swiss. "Where is sodo?" Swiss asks."He's coming right now, " I say."Oh okay, " swiss responds as he starts eating the food cumulus made.

A few minutes later, sodo walks in and sits between Cirrus and phantom. I see sodo turn looking at phantom and say, "c-can we talk after lunch?" "U-uh yeah, sure, " Phantom says nervously. Phantom quickly turns to me and asks, "Do you know what he wants to talk about?I'm scared. What if he wants to break up?!" Phantom whisper yells."As long as you love him, then everything will be okay, " I say, then turn and start eating my food. Phantom looks away and starts eating nervously

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Time slip

Phantoms pov

After lunch, I walk back to sodos room and knock. "I-Its me phantom," I say nervously. I see the door handle turn, and then sodo opens the door. "Come in," he says, not looking me in the eye. I walk into his room. "w-what did you want to talk about?" I Ask nervously."Do you still love me?" Sodo asks, catching me of guard."Of course I love you, why do you ask?"W-well..." he says, looking down."Come on, you can tell me, love." I say reassuringly."Okay well the other night I went to your room to ask you if you wanted to sleep in my room with me because I couldn't sleep but when I went to walk in I heard you telling lunar you lived her and wanted to be with her forever" sodo started to tear up. I wobbly pull him into a hug "sodo you don't hear everything I said. Lunar asked me if you were with me in that moment what I would say to you, and that's why I said that. " I say as I kiss sodos head,"I'm sorry." Sodo cried into my chest "I'm just do stupid" he continued to cry "no your not stupid sodo you just misheard something and got hurt by it" I say trying to comfort him "no I am stupid not only did I hurt myself but I hurt you too" he said. I pull him from my chest and look him in the eyes "your not stupid sodo, and you know just for saying that about yourself. I think I need to punish you~" I push him  against the wall...

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991 words. The next chapter will be a smut chapter. Hehe, I think you guys deserve a smut chapter after all the sad shit I've been writing.