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A LOVE WITHOUT A LABEL

SKZ : CHANGBIN

Out of all the days, did the world decide to throw problems at people only today?

This was something that was going through her mind throughout the day because she was booked with appointments today

She worked as a therapist. She loved her job. Just not today. Not when she was drained out yet she handled the people's problems with patience.

She felt exhausted and all she ever wanted at that point was to go home to her Binnie and have his arms around her

She walked to her parking lot and drove to Changbin's house

She met him 3 months ago when he moved into her neighbourhood and wanted a tour around. She being the social being helped him and from then on things weren't the same.

They both became so close that they both would die if they didn't see each other.

They both weren't in a relationship. Not yet. Not when they both were busy with their work lives.

They both were aware of their feelings for each other but they never said it out loud.

She wanted a serious relationship with Changbin but he was too afraid of hurting her. So they loved just like that without a label. It was fine for the both of them. They got what they partially wanted didn't they? Yet that didn't seem to be enough for her.

She wanted them to be serious so she could stop being a workaholic. But here she is. Watching herself turn into a workaholic.

She arrived at his house unannounced. And she saw the consequences of it when she sat on his couch. Changbin came out his room with wet black hair, black sweatpants and no shirt. No shirt. Oh God, was she heating up at the sight of him.

He found her flustered state amusing and decided to toy with her

He came closer to her ear with his lips brushing against it. She could feel herself burning under his touch and all she could wish for was to feel this everyday

" Like what you see don't you? Anyways go take a shower and come back. Let's go up the rooftop. I'll prepare something for us to eat."

And so she did. She took a shower and wore one of his black shirts which came just above her knees but revealed her collarbones

She walked into the kitchen and looked at him in awe as she saw him move swiftly around the kitchen getting the things ready for their midnight picnic on the roof

She back hugged his bare torso feeling all his perfect curves finding warmth in his touch. He felt himself melting under her touch. He kept whispering words of comfort telling her that it's okay to be tired sometimes

They both broke the hug and made their way up to the rooftop along with a bottle of wine.

They gazed at the stars finding it perfectly hung on the dark sky. The stars were accompanying the sky so they could be lonely together. It reminded her of them both. Of how her life was just plain and empty until Changbin showed up. She felt like she figured out most of her life by just looking at him and thinking " He's the one I'll want from now on"

They both looked at each other. It's the first time they've made eye contact this much and by goodness sake did they feel like they've both found the love of their lives in front of them.

His gaze flickered to her lips, his eyes looking for approval. With her simple nod, they finally did it. They finally kissed.

They both fit each other so perfectly, like the stars hanging in the sky. They both felt this whole wave of happiness and ecstasy when their lips met. Oh, how she felt so safe under his touch.

They broke apart and looked at each other with a loving gaze, not being able to let go of each other as if their lives depended on it.

"I'm sorry I can't give you the type of love you want. If I could look past my fears, I would've loved you so much"

" It's fine don't worry." It was a lie. It wasn't okay. She wanted to fight with him and tell him not to keep being scared of what could happen and just take the risk. But she loves him too much to even say it.

" I'll still love you though. But not be in a relationship"

" Okay Changbin. As long as you're happy."

Even if it means I'm not entirely happy.

And that's how they continued to love each other. Without a label.

A/N : HEY GUYS! SO THIS IS MY FIRST TIME WRITING SO AHHHH ITS PROBABLY CRINGY SO PLEASE FORGIVE ME😭