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TXT: HUENING KAI 

They both were inseparable since they were kids. They couldn't live without seeing each other. Yet, as time passed and as they grew older, they became a lot distant.

Her parents died at a young age, so she was forced to live in a dorm where all her supposed friends skinny shame her and call her ugly and homeless yet claim it is just for a laugh.

She tried not to take it to heart, but as the days went by, she took it too hard on herself and hence she started smoking.

It was fun. It was the only thing that kept her distracted from this shitty reality of hers. She had relatives that made for her finances but she was devoid of the feeling of having a family. The feeling of being loved. She didn't know what it felt like even when Kai loved her and was always there.

She got too lost into this addiction of hers that she cut ties with him. He also tried to shove it off, yet he was so concerned. He was the only one who knew this wasn't how she was and this is how badly she's changed.

So he decided to confront her. He thought it be easy but its been 8 months since they've spoken a word to each other because she got too toxic and told him too stay away.

"Maybe she did care when she told me to stay away, otherwise i would've started it too." He told himself that.

He was reminded of her blood shot eyes when she told him to stay away. He would do absolutely anything to get her back even if it meant crossing half this planet for her. He really loved her yet she failed to see it. It was always like this. She failed to see what everyone tried to do for her.

So he found her, down an alley, smoking. As usual. He could feel his eyes glisten with tears whenever he saw her like that. He'd always watch her from a distance wondering if she was doing okay.

He walked towards her, startling her, as she choked on air at the fact he was approaching her.

She told him to stay away from her, to leave her for good. Yet, here he is. Defying and going against her word.

"Y/N. I know this is sudden, but we need to talk."

She took the ciggerate from her mouth and stepped in it. She knew what he was going to ask her, and she knew with every fibre of her being she would never listen to what he has to say. But it's been so long since she's seen him. She wants to hug him, hold him closer to her and inhale his scent and be lost in his touch, yet she felt she'd look like a weak idiot if she let her guard down and did that.

She motioned for him to continue, staring at the evening sky and wishing she was up there. She closed her eyes, feeling the breeze on her face. It gave her the peace she needed.

"Y/N, I know you told me to stay away so I wouldn't feel affected. But I'm sorry. I'm not as heartless as you to let the love of my life grieve all alone and suffer in front of my eyes."

"If you really loved me, where were you for these past 8 months when I needed you the most?" She said so, in a pissed off tone, hinting she was blaming him. She always did this. Place the blame on someone else when it was entirely her fault for not communicating with anyone, for shutting everyone out when she had Kai with her the entire time

"I was there! I was there with you when you felt bad. Hell, I was there everytime you went through something bad. Yet you failed to see I was there. "

His words hit you deep. He was right. But you hated admitting it. You always made yourself distant to others cause you were too blinded by the fear of others leaving you.

You started crying. You felt bad you've hurt everyone around you, especially Kai.

"I-I am so sorry I pushed you away. I just felt that the world betrayed me by taking the only people I've ever loved away from me. I just felt so isolated and I'm so sorry I started smoking. I'm probably the most weakest person you've ever seen. I-"

"It's fine, Y/N. I'm just glad you haven't, you know, died yet." He laughed, trying to clear the atmosphere. It's been so long since you've even seen him smile which makes you realise how much you love him, how much this man would do for you're happiness. 

You didn't deserve him, but here he is. 

"I hope we can start over, if you're okay with it."

He paused for a moment before smiling with his dimples showing. Oh, are you gonna get used to seeing his smile everyday.

"I would love too. But that's not gonna change the fact that I'm still so madly in love with you."

You're heart skipped a beat at his words.

You really didn't deserve him. He'll always have you're heart.

To you, he's you're happy pill you'll never forget to take an overdose on.

But to him, you're the only one for him.

He's the only one who'd ever understand.

A/N: I sped- wrote this shit  so sorry if it isn't good y'all.