Searching for Identity

Today i woke up at 9am as usual during weekends, I am very excited because tomorrow is going to be my fisrt day in a new school and even tho I am very excited im also very nervous that they wont accept me the way I am. I took a shover and put on a pink skirt and a white top. Then I went downstairs for breakfast. There wasn't much food so i made some cereal.

After breakfast i went out to see how does the neighborhood look, in the meantime i saw that my new school is about 15 minutes away from home, I also found out that there is a big park close to the school. In the park i found an ice cream stand, once i saw it i instantly went there to buy a scoop (I realy love ice crean) later i sat on a bench and continued eating ice cream, when i was finishing a cute guy sat next to me and started flirting with me i told him that I'm a guy and he responded with a quiet I know...
After the response i checked the time and it was 6:33 pm fuck i was supposed to be home at 6:00 I'm just gonna get ready for the whooping.
He asked me if everything was alright
Yes - i responded - but i have to go

Alright can you atleast give me your number? - he responded

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Thanks and see you later - he said - and gave me a hug

I quickly ran home hoping my dad doesn't mind me being home late.

Once i opened the front door i saw my dad waiting with the belt ready.

How long are you late young man. - he said with anger in his voice.

I checked the time and it was 6:56 pm.

6:56 - i said nervously.

It means 56 hits with the belt - he said with an evil smile on his face.

I didn't have time to respond before he grabbed me in put me on the bed then he folded the belt and hit me.

I started crying from the pain after just one hit I was sure that i wont survie this whooping but somehow i managed to survive.

After the whooping i didnt have energy for nothing and i just fell asleep.

                          Monday

Today i woke up at 5 am full of energy but in pain, I tried ignoring the pain and i took a shower and put on a pink skirt and a light gray top. I wanted to dress properly so i dont get bullied by people like my father for being a femboy.

At 6 am i went downstairs and made myself some toasts

After breakfast i still had over 1 hour of time before school so i sat on the sofa and started reading wattpad.

After about an hour i put on my black leather jacket and red shoes. After about 15 minutes i was inside the building. I found the locker room where i put my jacket. Then i had my 1st class it was math and the teacher made me introduce to the people after introducing he made me sit in the front and i had to survive the class by listening because he was mostly looking at me. After the first class 4 guys came up to me and started asking questions at first i found it fine but later they started asking things like what's my addres or do i live with someone thats an adult which made me feel uncomfortable. Luckly i was saved by the bell for the second class.

At first the class waa peacefull until the biggest kid in class was asked to solve a problem that he didn't know the answer to

So what's the answer - teacher asked

I don't know - he responded coldly

Well then you get an F

No I'm not - he responded loudly

To the principal's office now! - teacher shouted

Then he punched the teacher straight in the face so hard he lost consciousness.

I panicked like most of the class luckly some kid called 911 saving us.

During the break i sat in the corner thinking about what had happened

The third class was boring and i just sat on my phone the whole time
and then 4th class history test luckly for me i knew something about the us history making it not so hard.

During lunch time i ended up sitting alone because nobody wanted to sit with me. The rest of the day in school went boring.

After school i went to the park and texted the guy that i met yesterday - he didn't respond. After like 20 minutes i went home and watched some netfix. After about 50 minutes he responded

Heyy

Hi sorry that i didn't respond i had a chemistry test.

No problem anyways what's your name?

Dylan how about you?

Marcel

Nice wanna meet?

Sure why not

When and where?

5:30 at the park

At the park

Hi Dylan

Hi Marcel

What you wanna do? - he asked.

I'm not sure maybe talk and get to know eachother

Okay how about you start

Okay i think so i'm Marcel i'm 16 and i'm a femboy

Thats great i'm dylan i'm 19 and i'm gay.

I blushed and looked down so he doesn't see it.

He hugged me and i tried escaping his arms but a part of me also made it impossible for me.

He told me not to worry and that he wont hurt me.

This made me stressed because of the random "I'm not going to hurt you"

We decided to buy some ice cream
but when waitnig he had his arm around my torso and started going down, it felt weird but i didn't do nothing about it until he didn't start touching my ass for 2 reasons
1.It felt very weird because of the fact that nobody has ever done it to me
2.it hurt as fuck after yesterday's whooping.
And it made me die from inside because of the pain.

I begged him to stop with tears in my eyes and he has done as i asked him to.

When we already had our ice cream i told him why i didn't want him to grab my ass and why yesterday i had to go.

He had to go to have time to finish his assignment.

I hugged him for goodbye and he gave me a kiss on the forehead.

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