gxg; billie; sub
ngl... i can't think of a name soooo yeah.
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-your pov ig-
i'm sitting in my bed, scrolling on social media. billie's at a party.. where there are substances. and i know how she gets when she's under the influence. but i trust her. so i'm not gon stress nothing.
i walk away from my phone to go use the bathroom when i hear it start blowing the fuck up.
*ding*
*ding*
*ding*
what in the fuck?
i get up from the toilet and make my way back to the room where i see i have 50+ notifications from instagram, imessage, and facetime.
i click on the first one i see.
unknown number.
"hey babe, just thought you should see this."
*attachment 1 video*
when i click on the video, my heart drops. it's billie making out with some random girl.
the fuck?
i reply with a quick "hm, cute." and throw my phone across the room after turning on dnd.
is she out of her goddamn mind?? i tried to fucking trust her.
i sit on my bed and try not to cry but i clearly fail. i just got a video of my girlfriend cheating on me. mine.
just as i calm myself down, i hear the door open. my wipe my tears and stare at the wall, zoning out.
i don't want her to know she hurt me.
she walks in the room, taking her heels off. "hey baby." she slurs. i stay silent. "mama?" she speaks out and i stay quiet once again.
she walks over to my side of the bed and tries to kiss me but i mush her jaw. "don't even try it, billie." i say, angrily.
"wh- what did i do..?" she asks, acting genuinely confused.
"give me my phone." i order her and she shakes her head no. "tell me what i did." she said in a more serious tone.
"give. me. my. phone. billie." i say, raising my voice slightly. she sighs and walks over to the corner where my phone is.
i unlock it and pull up the video, my heart shattering once again as i see it. "explain yourself. and don't give me bullshit. i know that's you. i know my girlfriend.. or who i thought was my girlfriend." i start to shout and i see tears form in billie's eyes.
"i-i really didn't mean to, baby. i swear, i'm sorry.." she says, her voice cracking as she backs away from me. i get up from the bed, walking up to her.
"did i not tell you to explain yourself?" i question in a low tone. "i don't know what happened.. i was drinking and then i just- i'm just- i- i'm sorry.." she choked out.
