gxg; billie; switch
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-you alr know.-
i pace around my room, picking up my phone then slamming it down, picking it up, slamming it down. over and over.
i'm so tempted to call her.
i wanna feel her again, her lips, her soft skin.
fuck it.
i open my phone and call her.
after 2 rings, she doesn't answer and i hang up in a panic.
not even 2 seconds later, my phone lights up.
'billie baby..' incoming call...
she may be my ex but i still never changed her name.
my heart races but eventually i decide to answer.
"hey mama, you called me?" i hear her voice and butterflies flutter from my heart straight down.
i sit on my bed, taking a deep breath.
"y-yeah, i called you.." i stutter, rubbing the palm of my hand on my thigh.
"what happened?" she asks in a low tone and i cross my legs. this is the feeling i missed.
"can you.. can you come over, please?" i ask breathlessly and i swear i could hear her smirking.
"be there in 10."
call ended.
i run my hands through my hair, thinking it through.
before i can change my mind, the doorbell rings causing me to jolt and jump up from my bed, hurrying to the door.
i open it and look up to meet her blue eyes, sharp and vibrant.
"hey mama." she smiles and i try not to blush.. i failed.
she finds her way in my house, plopping down on the couch.
"wow, make yourself at home i guess." i joke and she blows me a kiss.
i sit next to her and sigh.
"..i've missed you." i blurt out, suddenly realizing how dumb i sound.
"oh?" she raises her eyebrows.
"why's that such a shocker?" i furrow my eyebrows.
"i don't know.. you left me?" she cocks her neck and i raise my eyebrows.
"rightfully so." i argue.
"rightfully so?!?! are you kidding me? all i did was try and be there for you!" she shouts, slamming her hands on her thighs.
"after you broke my heart, are you fucking serious??" i shout back, standing up.
"i broke your heart???" she stands up.
