Feelings Explored

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A/N Sorry for the long wait, I have been busy the last few days doing laundry outside in the heat as well as getting tired out way too fast to continue making stories for the time being on those days. So I will be able to make this chapter for you all out there! So I saw that this story has 42 reads, and I can't tell you all how much that means to me since I am going out on a limb and making a crossover story for you all to enjoy. This one will be short but explore the destroyed mind of one Izuku Midoriya/ Pizan as she deals with the death of her mother.


For several minutes Pizan was screaming bloody murder at the head on a pike in the image as Splinter moved her away from the image as soon as she started screaming. Pulling her into a side room in the dojo, he made sure that his children make sure that the area is clear as well as hide any images of her late mother. Turning around he finds Pizan staring at the wall as sniffs and sobs were heard from her as she was coming to terms with the fact that her mother was attacked and killed by villains who were trying to get to her. She had a great feeling that this was retaliation from Baxter Stockman when she had nearly killed him as she snapped his neck in the past. As of right now, Pizan was going to be easily capable of entering a state of loneliness as she had to deal with a dead mother, and unknown situation for her father, and now living with a giant rat as well as four turtles who attacked her for fighting Baxter Stockman alone. As she was stewing on her thoughts, Splinter pulled out an image of his own family as he sat down next to her. As she stopped crying momentarily, she stared at the image with awe as well as trepidation, looking at Splinter the question was there on her face. "This is an image of my family, before I was transformed into a giant rat." Splinter said, as Pizan blushed at her mumbling habit. "Don't worry about that habit of yours, it just means that there is too much on your mind to keep it within the mindscape. My wife and daughter were killed back then, and I have no idea as to how that happened, but what I do know was that my old friend and rival Oroku Saki was the cause of their demise." Splinter said, as Pizan listened to his tale. Splinter talked about how his rivalry with Oroku Saki was like they were rivals for different powers as well as clans. Oroku Saki was the leader of the Foot Clan, whilst Splinter was the leader of the Ninjitsu Taishi clan. They had both fell in love with a woman and unfortunately, they fell for the same woman and Oroku had fought to try and earn her love whilst the woman had clearly fallen for Splinter. Splinter had stated that he and that woman had borne a child and that wasn't something that Oroku liked, as he attacked the village that Splinter was in charge of when he wasn't present at the village. Pizan listened to each and every word of the man/rat as he retold her his story, eventually it got to where he had been experimenting on animals since he wanted to see what could make them enter their cycles of mating. Nothing too harmful, just some aphrodisiacs as well as some pills and he got to see how animals had created life as well documenting the information down in books as he recorded many ways of reproduction in plant life as well as animals. Eventually he got to the point where he was taking turtles to his lab when he encountered the Foot Clan once more in New York. They had dropped a container of Mutagen, a powerful liquid that could take the power of a Quirked user and mutate their body to what their preferred animal from the past would've been. And since Splinter had been exposed to it, he had been transformed into what he is today, a giant rat with four giant turtle sons. He raised them to carry on the legend of Ninja, and he would be sure that they live happy lives that never gained a smidgen of regret. Then as if begging her to talk about her past, Pizan revealed her past as well as feelings on certain figureheads of her life in Japan. Splinter listened to each and every word like it was to be recorded in a history book as he heard about the treatment of Quirkless individuals in Japan. He had heard that she was beaten, bruised, mentally scarred, as well as mentally broken down to the brink of committing seppuku. But all that happened in a different world as she had the magical luck to run into the Number 1 Hero once more and he fixed what he told her about becoming a Hero and gave her his quirk back when she was male of course. She told him about her training with the Number 1 Hero in the world and how he had made sure that she could eat as well as train hard for the entrance exam, only to be rejected by everyone for even working hard physically in order to become fit enough to join the school. She got to the point where she and her class in the school of her dreams went out on a field trip in order to learn how to rescue civilians in a dome like building called the USJ, or Unforeseen Simulation Joint. She talked about how she defended her classmates as well as her peers from any and all villains that attacked them as best as she could. Then came the training camp in the woods where she had spent a large amount of her time training to increase her power level with her quirk One for All. She had no reason to not tell them at this point so she released all her information on the quirk itself, and Splinter was surprised that All Might had given her this quirk only to ask for it back after a fight with the Yakuza. Since Pizan was taking too long to master the quirk apparently and since Pizan was now here Splinter wanted to ask something important. "Do you still have the quirk? I mean did you already give it away before you lost it?" Splinter asked, before reiterating. "I was running on the small embers that I had when I arrived here, the quirk was given to my senpai as a way to make sure that he could still join the fight against the villains. But when I was taken from the country, I was already on the last embers of my power." Pizan said, looking away. Splinter then placed an arm around her as she flinched from the contact, before leaning into the touch as tears came out once more. Eventually, the crying stopped as Splinter looked at her to give her a lesson about the meaning of life. "Pizan, there is meaning in all life. The meaning is that should one become a Hero... there may come a time where they are viewed as a villain as the saying goes. You either die a Hero, or you live long enough that you see yourself become the villain." Splinter said, as he stared at Pizan with a sad smile. "So me technically dying to the mutagen was me dying as a Hero, so that I wouldn't become the villain?" Pizan asked, curiously. "That is correct, I will make sure that you live long enough to die a Hero. And when you surpass that death, you shall push hard to prevent yourself from becoming the villain when I am gone." Splinter said, as Pizan nodded her head. "Was there anyone else in that school that you had feelings for? Anyone who had a portion of their heart in yours?" Splinter asked, as Pizan nodded her head. "It was Uraraka Ochako, and Setsuna Tokage. I had always felt closer to them since I had grown to like Ochako... But with Setsuna, she was a random event that made me realize that I fell for two women. I don't think that they even know about it though." Pizan said, as she looked at the ground in sadness. "Well make sure that when your strong enough to return to Japan... that you give them your feelings that you felt before you became what you are!" Splinter said, motivating Pizan to achieve her feelings as well as potential. "From here on out, you will be Pizan in the night... and Izuku Midoriya in the day." Splinter said, as he smiled down at his new student. Izuku smiled at her master as she hugged him closer to herself as she growled in happiness.  Tides in many places were changing, and this was just the beginning of what will happen in the future. Pizan may have lost her mother, but she will use her mother's death as motivation in order to avenge her death and bring peace to her mother's soul.


Ochako Uraraka's Pov

Deku-kun's been missing for a week and a half already, I haven't seen him since he went to talk to All Might. I was walking around the place when I noticed a letter in my room on my desk as it had the familiar handwriting of Deku-kun.

'Dear Ochako

I know that you are looking for me right now, and as of right now... I am quirkless. I wanted to inform you that I lost my quirk because All Might wanted me to give it to Mirio-senpai, he had been getting irritated with how long it was taking me to master his power and decided to take matters into his own hands. I wish that I could stay at Yuuei, but what is the point of staying in that school when I am a worthless, quirkless Deku who shouldn't have ever been born. You are one of the two women that I have come to love in my life, even with my mother keeping me from becoming a Hero in my future. You are one of the things that brighten my day when things get bad, and you are one of my closest friends that I came to love as something probably more. I hope you can forgive me for disappearing from the school, I'm sure that Aizawa-sensei will make sure that you all move on from me. At least Kacchan's getting what he always wanted from me, I will be leaving this letter for you, I have ones already made for Kacchan and the other woman that I came to love. 

                                             Yours Truly... Izuku "Deku" Midoriya

P.S. Thank you for changing the nickname that was a burden on my mind back at the first day of school. It really made my heart flutter.'


3rd Pov (Uraraka's room)

Ochako stared at the letter with sadness as well as pain as she never got to tell Izuku about her love for him. She would never be capable of finding someone who could motivate her ever again as much as Izuku did for her. She decided then and there to talk to Principal Nezu about Izuku's disappearance as well as Aizawa-sensei since they would surely notice that his presence is gone. She never really realized that they had no clue that Izuku was gone since he never showed any signs that he was missing for them, only that he wasn't present to class as well as the Dorms.


A/N That is the end of the chapter! I hope that you all enjoyed it as this will be the last chapter for a small bit. I need to make another story that I personally think should get more recognition since there are a lot of stories about it. It will be a true revamp of the Quirkless Izuku story I made when I first started making stories on this platform. It will show all the trials as well as struggles that Izuku had to endure and overcome in order to get to where the story will start. See you all later when I start the revamp of the story!


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