Still Louis' pov
"Of course I want to ruin your life" I hear myself say
"babe what are talking about" I hear Harry ask.
"What nothing I'm talking to myself what does it look like I'm doing" I hear myself yell back
"clam down and keep your voice low the kids are sleeping" liam says
" you really think I give shit" I hear myself say I watch as myself walks away and into the bathroom.
'Come Louis fight it he can't control you' I say to myself.
I watch as I grab a razor from the the bathroom counter.
'You can't control me I won't let you do this you don't belong to this family anymore I won't let you' I yell
suddenly I have complete control over my body fall to my knees sobing I see blurry figure in front of me face to face.
'I'm sorry dad didn't know what came over me can you forgive please'
"yes I forgive you shawn" I go to hug shawn but he vanishes.
A few days pasted Louis hasn't seen or heard of shawn.
Louis really wanted to see him but he never showed.
"Where is he" Louis says out loud.
"Where is who babe" Harry asks
"shawn where is shawn I haven't seen him since he controlled me" Louis says
"Lou bear what are you getting on with you are you high and are you smoking weed or something are you on drugs" Harry asks Louis moving closer to him.
"No of course I'm not on drugs" Louis say
"Okay I believe you" Harry says and lays and closes his eyes and goes to sleep
Another few days have pasted and Louis has seen shawn he was starting to worry he really missed him😔.
"Babe you haven't been your self and most importantly you haven't been eating" Harry says
"I'm just not feeling well" Louis says and walks away.
