How to heal the broken-(MerAdd/Merdisson)

Secrets cant be kept forever

TW-abuse,ED,rape

----- a few weeks later-----

Derek has decided to try a work on his marriage with Addison and deep down Meredith whas excited to get away from him because no longer being with him ment no mor walkingn on egg shells no more betting no more unwanted sex but she was sad he was the frist person to care for her and she was worried about Addison she thought that she may deserve it but Addison shure dosent. Surprisingly her and Addison were becoming closer she loved spending time with her, they even started calling each other by thery frist name it was nice

Addison's pov

Today wasn't going that good Derek seas he wanted to try agen at are marriage but just like before he's been ignoring me, at frust when we did talk he never touched me in eney way not even a small hug, it's nit like I expected like sex but he seens so distant, when I frist moved back in with Derek he just seemed angry abd I noticed he was ware controlling, he would try and get me to change my hair, outfits, things like that he kinda did that kinda stuff in New York but now it was turned up to 100 but I've just been ignoring that I'm super excited fir work I've been loving work ever since me and Meredith got close I juts love spending time with her!

------At work-----------

"Hi Merdith how are you?" I say as a smile creeps on to my face, I'm. so happy to see her

"I'm fine. And you?" I hate how she never looks me in the eyes I would love it if I got to look into those baby blue eyes

"Grate" I say in a chipper voice I see a small smile cros her lips, she keeps her head down but her eyes mette mine,and I can help but stare. She starts to walk off to get dresses I noticed that when she passed by Derek she moved close to the wall as if to avoid him?

Afew houres later Dr.Bailey comes by to grab Meredith so she can help in a pit, there was a car crash muptil tramas she watched as Meredith ran off with Dr.Bailey after a little wile she was paged down to the pit one of the people in the car cras was pregnant she rushed down once she entered the pit and sall Meredith on top of a pashient doing compression she looked so focused it was amazing

"Sombody get Grey off my pashient!" Bailey yelled Meredith seemed to flinched Addison ram over to help Meredith off the bed she ran over she reached out her hand fir merdith to take she put her hands on her hips and lifted her off the table and onto the ground Meredith gave her a small thanks and ran off when she herd her pager go off Addison ran off to go help her pashient's upstairs.

Once it was lunch time she went looking for Merdith she spotted her in the pit on the floor practicing stitches does this girl ever take a break

"Meredith hi" Merdith looked up to Addison with a slight blush on her face

"Hi Addison whats up?" she asked her blue eyes meeting her green

"I was wording if you wanted to have lunch with me"

"I'm having lunch with my friends I'm sorrey" she sead as she fileted with her fingers not unlike a child

"No not at all have fun with your friends" Addison sead wile smiling she was a littlw sad because a part of her wanted to spend as much time with the blond as possible. Addison started to walk off

As she finished up with a pashient she released she needed Alex but because it wasn't that igernt she decided to go to him she knew that him and Meredith were friends she knew that they ate togher so she knew if she went down there she would see Meredith

When she finally got down to the tunnels ware she heard is ware they eat she sall Yang,O'Malley, Kreve, and Stevens but not Meredith maby she just finished early yes that hade to be it.