For What Lies Ahead Does Not Yet Exist.

*Hope's you see my final fantasy reference with the title*

❗All Warnings❗

sad lesbian fr fr
Possible Grammer Mistakes bc its 4am rn💀
One sided relationship
Implied Self Harm
Questioning Reality
Internalized homophobia
The Metion Of Suicide (deadass the second sentence)
Inreference To Cults
Heavily Implied Depression
Bad Obsessions
Emotional Manipulation
Friendship Dramas
Attempting To Drive Someone To The Same Insanity Their Stuck In
Friendzoning
Inreference To Stolkholm Syndrome
Inreferences To Sex Trafficking
Very Heavily Implided Pedophilia
Detailed Writting Of the Male Gaze
Dissociating From Reality
Inreferences To Child Labor
Self Isolation
Self Sabotage
Psychological Warfare
Inreferences To Child Molestation
Apatheism
VERY Heavily Implied Depersonalization Disorder
Implied Paraphernia Disorder
Inreferences To Dissociative Identity Disorder
Narcissistic Behavior
Inreferences to Borderline Personality Disorder
Gaslighting
Mutual Mental Abuse/Manipulation
A Little Bit Of Sexism
Inreferences to Sleep Deprivation if you squint
Internet Addiction

CHAPTER 1: Reap What You Sow.

"Theres always going to be people around you no matter what you do."

"Car accidents, suicides, murders, robberies, arguments, school fights, and a lot more stuff than you'd usually think of first."

"People will drive you crazy and some will take it too far. Some will do anything to have their way. Even if it means they'd have to take anothers life for their own selfish desires."

"Those type of people will use you for money and sex because that's how people perceives you as and exspects out of you. When a guy sees a child he either thinks to force the kid into a career for money and fame for himself or he see the kid as a use for sex and nothing more than a burden that he has to feed."

"It's not like it matters anyway you know? It never did because how could any of this matter if it wasn't actually happening to begin with? None of this is happening because none of this is real."

"It was clear as day the moment we just suddenly got put onto the earth by a so called "magical god" above the heavens and the earth. Us wired people only cease to exist because we saw through the worlds lies and secrets it tried to hide from us."

"We saw and figured out who we really are as "people" and Since they all refuse to except the truth, we as a group tried to tell them, but now we're only seen as kooks."

"Kooks." lain says once again as she laughs. "It's just a silly word isn't jt? it doesn't feel real whenever I say it, like it just doesnt feel like it's an actual existing word you know?"

"Its like voices. People will sound exactly the same while being two different people from two different familys."

"It's like they're a copy-paste of each other with two different storys and looks. Those type of people are interesting because they're more able to realize how much it just doesnt make sense."

"How much they sound the same. How people will look exactly like each other while being unrelated to each other. Others who have both in some cases."

"It won't make any sense unless they connect with the wired and listen for once. For them to be able to understand how much they've drifted off from the world they'd have to stop and really think about it so that eventually they'll find out that they no longer exist here, or never existed to begin with. Plain and simple like that" Lain says as she giggles and puts a big grin on her face.

"But why would they need to know. We dont have to tell them. It would destroy them because they wouldn't know what real and what's not. Lain I think you should stop."