Time check: 5:00 am
Ang aga ko nanaman nagising.
Nakakasawa na yung ganito.
Simula nun naghiwalay kami ni Ex, ganito na naging daily routine ko.
Mamaya pa naman pasok ko, ang saklap lang.
I want to sleep, pero peste antok yan, ayaw ako dalawin. Pwede ba please?
Simula din nun lumabas ako with this guy, naging ganito na ko.
What the hell is wrong with me?
I used to believe in happily ever after, yet I let my prince charming go.
Aun na un oh, my fairytale is already happening, tapos bigla BOOOOM!
May darating at guguluhin ang nanahimik ko mundo.
Shet lang, alam mo yun! Pwede ba? Lumalayo na nga ko e,
Iniiwasan ko na nga sya.
I don't want him to get near me,
His the type of guy that will bring trouble to me.
At eto na nga yun. Poteeeek!
He asked my number, ako naman si GAGA! binigay pa!
Anu beh?! naglalandi nanaman ba ko?
Ayy! Ayoko sa kanya! Pasasakitin niya ulo ko.
He asked me to go out with him, and have breakfast.
Okay, Fine.
Breakfast lang daw e? Wala naman masama dun? right? sino ba niloloko ko? ako o ako? stupid me!
So we have breakfast, hanggang sa tumatawag tawag na siya, nagtetext.
Waaah. ang ulo ko!
He said, he don't want any relationship dahil may mas mahalaga tao siya prinaprioritize.
Okay, that means, WAG KA UMASA!
Sino ba umaasa? First time pa lang nakita ko siya, alam ko ganun na sya e. He just proved to me na tama yung iniisip ko sa kanya.
But he's a good guy!
He cares for me, and I appreciate that.
Haaaay!
We go out a lot of times.
Hanging out!
Parang siya ung On-call friend ko!
No one knows about him.
I want to keep him private.
Minsan nga naisip ko, GAY siya e.!
OO! Gay siya! Para ma turn off ako sa kanya!
Para hindi ako maloko ng nararamdaman!
Sabi niya let's just enjoy what's happening to us!
Okay fine ulit.
I'll just enjoy his company.
Kaya lagi ko pinapaalala sa sarili ko,
BACK OFF!
While I'm single, I'll just enjoy his company.
Pero sobra na ata ako nag-eenjoy,
Masyado na ko nasasanay sa kanya,
Sa presence niya.
Hanggang sa dreams ko, andun siya.
Pag gising ko, siya pa din nag iinvade sa utak ko.
Waaaaah.
He's making me crazy.
I don't want this.
Ayoko!
Wala sa plano ko ang mahulog sa kahit na kanino.
Especially to a guy, who doesn't have any plans on catching me.
I know pag na-fall ako,
malamig na semento sasalo saken.,
Soplak to the face un.
Worst part is, basag basag ang puso ko nun.
Kaya please lang, don't be too nice to me.
I might fall for you!
I might get hurt!
I might hate myself more!
Ayoko dumating sa point na, iwasan ka, layuan ka.
Kasi alam ko, hindi ko kaya.
Ayoko malaman mo to,
I know you'll stay away from me.
I'll just enjoy your company.
But I know there something between us.
And it's not Love.
From now on, I have to be careful.
I have to guard my heart, cause letting you come near me,
means problem to my heart.
And I won't let that happen.
We're more the friends, less than lovers.
and,
the best part is,
I can't have you!
That's why i'll stay like this.
Stay your friend, till you want me to.
-fin-
