Two lezbos

Picnics and surprises pt 2.

Rhiannon's pov
We lay on the grass, bodies intertwined, filled with food and enjoying nature. I watch Essence talk, the excitement exuberantly flowing off of her body as she starts to point out all the different things that interest her. The heat shines down on her face and I can feel it covering my body like a tight hug but it's not uncomfortable at all, it's almost like living in a fairy tale, every time I see her beautiful face and hear her captivating laugh, or kiss her, I get a strong wave of emotions that feel almost euphoric.

No not almost. It is, and there's no controlling it. While it's exciting it's also terrifying. My walls that I've built around my feelings for her come crashing down. Ughhh look at me sounding like a lovesick puppy. As we sit in a comfortable silence, the feeling of comfort is stripped away within seconds. Like a glass wall being smashed with a hammer, it's shatters as soon as we hear a certain voice.

Not just any voice it's his voice. "Baby? Is that you?" I feel her body tense up going rigid at the sound of his voice. "Derrick what the hell do you want?" I question impatiently. "I wasn't talking to you Rhiannon stay out of this it's none of your business." He says to me in a clipped tone. "It was my business as soon as you fucking cheated with one of your guys' closest friend at that! You didn't even cheat on her with a pretty bitch you cheated on her with a hoe that looks like she belongs as an extra for the thumb on spy kids. Not to mention your ratty ass that looks like you belong in flushed away you twat waffle, cunt ass, bum ass, bitch!"

I say rambling. He crosses his arms and has his mouth shut with a pouty look on his face then says "You really gonna let her talk to me that way Es?" "Shut u-" I go to say but I'm interrupted by the one person I wasn't expecting. "Rhiannon be quiet don't talk to him like that" she says hurriedly. "What? Seriously?" I say in disbelief. "You heard her" he says with a smug grin on his face. "Cmon Es I need to talk to you, please?" "No! Absolutely not are you kidding me?" I say blocking her from his view. "Rhi it's fine, can you leave us alone to talk in private? I'll meet you at the house." She says taking me by complete surprise. My angry face is replaced by a mixture of shock and hurt. *play song

"Yeah." I say coldly and leave without picking anything up.

I cry the walk home. It's funny calling it home when within seconds, it feels like I'm walking into a strangers house. My emotions hitting me at such a high speed. Sad and then angry and then feeling like I have a hole in my chest. I know it sounds like I'm being dramatic but I'm not. You know that feeling of anger and sadness to where it's so strong it's like a huge weight the size of an elephant is sitting on your chest? I mean, it just lingers and won't go anywhere. It's just stuck.

I walk in the house my eyes bloodshot and puffy, lips swollen, face and neck hot, my heart and legs achy. I see Anastasia and her girlfriend sitting on the couch cuddled up just like me and Essence were earlier. As if on que, another tear streams down my face. Anastasia takes one look at me and gets up rushing towards me. "Oh honey what's wrong??" She pauses noticing the absence. "Where's Essence?" And just like that I break down crying again. "Oh shhhh sweetheart it'll be okay" she rubs my back soothingly and whispers words of comfort in my ear.

"I'm gonna go pack my bag." I say my voice breaking barely above a whisper.