This Is A Bad Decision.

25

I use all my strength to sit up in bed causing pain through my body

I push myself up out of bed and fall to anything I can use the hold myself up

"Ow" I groan and hop my way towards the railing

I hold myself up by clinging onto it until I'm at the bottom of the stairs

I hold my leg and back and groan as I slowly walk to the kitchen

I finally get to the counter next to the fridge an I open it up

I look through the cold fridge and take in all the chills

I'm sweating like crazy so this feels amazing

I grab a bottle of vodka and go back to th counter

I open the brand new bottle and put it to my lips and pull it over my head and take a few mouth fulls

"LIV" I hear Ace run in and he grabs me and pulls the bottle out of my hands

He sets it down and holds me with his other arm

"Ow" I groan, my head falling back and hanging there

"When did you wake up?" He asks looking scared by me

"..a.." I swallow and lift my arm to point

"A minuts..ag..o" he breath heavy from being so hot

Ace grabs his pocket with his free arm and calls somebody

"She's up..hurry and bring something to eat" he says

"I'm not...hungry" I cough

"Be quick" he says looking at me

"Get..Ar.." My eyes roll back and my arm falls

"NO STAY AWAKE" Ace shouts

I finally get my eyes back forward but everything looks retorted

I squint my eyes at Ace because he looks completely different

"Y..your not....my" I let my head fall back again

I feel him lift me up more and next thing he lays me on a couch

I hear the door open and everything sounds like it's down a long hallway that goes on forever,

Everything echoes and I hear shout come closer but they also don't get louder

I blink and feel somebody sit me up

I blink repeatedly realizing its helping my vision slightly

I turn my head and lift it up trying to hold it in place

I see Ari and Ace is standing in front of me

"What's happening" I mumble

I blink and suddenly I see everything perfect and nothing is deformed anymore

I gasp at the sudden sight scaring Ace

"Hey...Same thing as last time babe," Ari whispers to

"You came" I try to smile my it turns into a pout and tears well in my eyes

"You need to eat" she says

I look in her lap and she has pizza

"I'm not hungry" I whisper as a tear drops onto my cheek

"You need. To eat" she says and her eyes get glossy

I look back down to her lap and then drop my head into my hands

I sob into my hands and Ari wraps her arm over me and whispers something and Devon and Ace leave

"Hey, it's okay..come on eat" she says calmly

"Fine" I choke out and lift up my head

She holds the pizza to my mouth and I hesitate before taking a bite

I close my eyes and more tears fall down my face and I keep eating

"I hate this" I sob laying my head back

"It'll be better after you eat" she says

***

I take a drink of my water as Devon drives us back home

Ari sits in the back with me to make sure I keep drinking water

"Drink" she say quietly

I sniffle and take a sip from my straw and swallow it

Devon parks and he helps me out of the car and puts me on his back

He carries me inside and Ari follows us holding my water

He gets me into my old room and lays me down and stands next to my bed

"Feel better Olive" he smiles but without happiness

I try to smile back as much as I can then he leaves me with Ari

"Here" she says propping pillows up under my back so I sit up to drink

"Drink" she says quietly

I take a sip and close my eyes then swallow it and lay my head back

She leaves me in my room for a while to let me sleep and I got none

I feel my eyes burn and my throat starts to hurt and then tears fall onto my cheeks and drip down my neck

I stop holding it back and sob int ny hands

I lay on my face on my hands and sob until the door swings open

"Liv? Hey hey hey.." she says and sits

"What's up" she says

"I want Ace" I cough and roll over and close my eyes

"Okay I'll get him here" she says and walks out

"Call Ace" I hear her say to Devon and he does exactly that

I grab one of my pillows and bury my face into it as tears soak it

I lay against the pillows that Ari set up with my knees up and I hold the pillow on he front of my thighs while burying my face into it

I hug the pillow and sob letting my shoulders shake everytime

I hear my door open and shut and I move my pillow and see Ace