Im sorry.

Honestly?

Welcome back Kattarina Santos . How have you been? Our last therapy session.. All our therapy sessions were very quiet.

*shrugs shoulders*

I want you to talk this time. Nothing in this room leaves this room, its a judgmental free area. I want to know how you feel.

Uggh I didn't choose to come here I didn't choose this life!

I understand but I'm here so that I can help you save your life.

Maybe I don't want to save it! Maybe I want to die.. Haven't you ever thought of that!

*writes on paper* Kattarina I know you don't want to live thats why you're here. This anger your showing towards me is good, healthy you need to get it all out.

*rolls eyes*

..I know you don't want to live. But haven't you thought of the people who would be devastated if you died?

No one would! Can't you see thats my point!

Don't thi-

Don't think like that really! Are you really going to say that to me! No one even notice I excited until the last time I tried to kill myself! No one wants me! The only reason my parents sent me to this hell hole is so the cops wouldn't believe me when I say they abuse me! They wouldn't care if I died! No one would! And honestly if I were to hurt anyone by dying.. Good they deserve to understand words hurt and they deserve to feel the pain I feel! But unfortunately they won't even notice!

Kat-

Stop! Just stop trying to fix things! I'm do-

I'm going to ask you this one more time. How are you feeling? Does it feel good to let out all your anger? Are you happy?

Am I happy!?!??

I want an honest answer.

Honestly.
I don't even know what happyness is anymore.