Invisible demons

Author's note

Heyyy people! I'm back! Oh my gods, 190+ reads?! Thank you all soo dam much! Love you all. This is one of the greatest achievements of my life!!!!!!!! Really, y'all. And also, 6 followers?! Oh my gods, people. And thank y'all for commenting, and following me, and sticking by this story for reasons unknown. Okay, maybe I should stop all this. I kinda feel like I'm tryna be like, an attention seeker, cuz I'm criticizing my work, and that's not a "optimistic thought", ya know. So, I really do acknowledge, that if almost 200 frigging awesome people have read this lil piece of shit, I might be writing good content.

Okay, so like, I know I haven't been updating all that often, but I have issues going on in my home, and I had my entire story written and planned out, word by word, but just like my life, it took unexpected spirals and twists and turns and turned out quite different from my well- planned scheme. But, now that I actually think about it, my story turned out better, and I used many more complex phrases I had no idea even existed, in turn making my story better than my original one, as planned. Anyways, thank y'all for reading my story, once again. 

So, I'm thinking of starting a Jercy fanfic. I am super inspired and now absolutely possessed by the idea to write a Jercy fanfic. I'll put a note in one of my chapters beforehand, or probably dedicate an entire Author's note for it, but not now. I'm too busy anyways. Also, a friend of mine has recently joined, @sadiquayousuff and she hasn't posted anything yet, but plans to shortly. I'll let you guys know whenever she writes up a chapter. 

I think I might sound way too desperate to talk right now, but that's cuz I haven't talked to my parents for like, a month and they're giving me the silent treatment. It drives me crazy because even though my parents don't exactly talk that much to me, they at least maintain a healthy conversation between us. And now they cut off from me so suddenly. But I have my own dignity, y'know? Like, I'm not gonna beg for forgiveness to them if they didn't wanna forgive me the last time. I'm desperate, sure. But I will never stoop so low. Also, I've been feeling really off lately, so please forgive me if my writing turns sucky, or if it gets too tragic. I can't predict what's gonna happen in the story, but I can promise y'all, that I will try not to kill anyone. At least not in the next two chapters.

So, I know its a really long author's note, but I really feel like writing is an escape, an escape from the cruel world (cliche, I know) and neglecting parents. Also, my friends, except for two, are never really...... there for me, y'know what I mean? Like, they consider me as their friend, and vice versa, but lately, things haven't been the same. Gods, I'm ranting, aren't I? (chuckles lightly) And please, don't think that I am normalizing any kind of abuse, or, any form of bullying. Don't resolve to self- harm. Because I used to- never mind. Just make sure you don't resolve to that, okay? No matter how hard things get. Don't go the same way I did, people.

Now, don't read my above message and sympathize with me. Take care of yourselves, and your family, and well, whoever is close to you and means a lot to you. And if you ever need to talk to someone, to vent out your anger or feelings, you can always message me, cuz I'm more likely to reply here than anywhere else. Love y'all.Thanks for reading my ongoing story! See y'all later! 

Toodles!