Pills and Potions

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You look down at your hand and you see what Billie handed you, your eyes go wide
You: Fuck it's about to go down
A sudden thought strikes you and you look over at Jenna, a wide smile on her face as she talks to Zendaya
Billie realizes your mood changed and puts a hand in your shoulder
Billie: why don't you go talk to her about it ? See how she feels
You nod and nervously walk towards Jenna
You approach her and Zendaya goes over to Billie after shooting you a smile
Jenna: soooo how did I do??
You: I'm so happy right now you have no idea
The music is kind of loud so you guys have to be kind of close as you speak... more like yell
You: can I talk to you about something ?
Jenna: yeah of course let's go
She grabs your hand and drags you to the bathroom which was right by your group
You both enter and she closes the door and looks a little confused
Jenna: is everything okay?
You: uhh yeah I just have to get your opinion on something, I've done it many times before when I'd come to these things but it's been a while and I don't know how you feel about it-
Jenna: drugs ?
You: ye-yeah
Jenna: honey I don't mind, I was actually thinking about trying something myself, it's my first time tho so I'd hope you'd help me out ?
You're kind of shocked but her answer makes you smile
You: of course babe what would you like to try ?
Jenna: what did Billie hand you ?
You: oh uhh you saw that ?
Jenna: I'm always taking peeks at you y/n you just never catch me ;)
You get a little red
You: she gave me ecstasy
Jenna: the one that's like a body high?
You: yeah actually, did your research?
Jenna: maybe a littleeee
You both giggle
You: well let's go get some water and I'll give you a bit but we're gonna take it easy okay?
Jenna: you're in charge baby I'm just here for the ride
She smiles
You smile back and kiss her
You and jenna head out and join the group again, Billie already had some water
Billie: how's it go ?
You: surprisingly better than I thought
You smile
Billie: here's your water take it now before it gets too late then you're gonna be rolling balls when we're on our way back to the dorms
Jenna: hey guys so are we doing this or what ?
Billie: oh? So she's down to do it too?? Letsss goo

You all take the ecstasy and dance the night away
At one point jenna is dancing all up on you, making out with you, being hot
It's about 3am and the drugs have started to wear off for all of you
Jenna: I wanna lay down and sleep
You: I know honey you're coming down, that's how it feels when you start to sober up
Jenna: I don't likeee it, it feels like I'm dying
She closes her eyes and hugs you
Billie: hey maybe it's time we all head out ?
You: yeah I'm good to drive, how did you guys come ?
Billie: we took a Lyft maybe we can all go in yours ?
You: yeah get the girls I'll meet you outside so I can hurry and take this one
You pick up Jenna and make your way to the car placing her in the front seat and buckling her seatbelt, then giving her a kiss on the forehead
Billie and the girls showed up a few moments later
Billie: we're here now let's head out, oh and I brought you some water
You thank her and chug the whole thing then get into the car with everyone else driving back to the dorms
Arriving there you park and everyone gets out except for Jenna, she fell asleep
You: you guys head in I'm gonna grab her
They do as told and you go around and grab your girlfriend, your sweet beautiful GIRLFRIEND
You smile to yourself and carry your girl to your dorm, you're having a bit of trouble but then suddenly Jenna's dorm opens
You turn towards it and see Sadie there looking awkwardly at you holding Jenna
Sadie: I- uhhh is she okay?
You: ye-yeah she's just drunk we went to this uhh party thing
Sadie: here let me open your door ?
You nod, she's the last person you'd want help from but honestly you were struggling
You: uhh it's in my front pocket
She smiles awkwardly and slide it out trying to not touch you as much and opens your door revealing a dark room
You: t-thank you let me just set her down
You set Jenna down on your bed slowly and carefully before turning around and walking back to the open door
You: thanks again I should uhm probably go to bed
Sadie: yeah of course ... OH HERE
She hands you your room key, nods and gets back to her dorm door but it's locked
Sadie: fuck me
You poke your head back out of the door to see Sadie messing with the handle of the door then giving up
You: did you lock yourself out ?
Sadie: uhm yeah, like I feel so dumb why didn't I get my fucking key
You: hey it's alright let me see if Jenna has hers in my room, you can uhh come in?
Sadie: thanks
She smiled
Why the fuck are you being so nice to her this girl literally fucked you up, you're just doing what's right... right ?
You look through the drawer that you had for Jenna in your room quietly but suddenly you hear Jenna waking up
Jenna: ughhh my head is killing me!
She sits up rubbing her eyes then removes them unveiling Sadie
Sadie:h-hi uh-
Jenna: what are you doing in here??
She seems kind of upset
She then turns to you
Jenna: y/n???
You: baby she helped me bring you in by opening the door then locked herself out so I'm just looking for your key
Jenna: oh okay, I think I left it in the bathroom
You: let me go look
You head into the bathroom leaving your ex and your girlfriend together
Sadie: I'm sorry I heard noises outside the door and looked to see y/n holding you not being able to open the door
Jenna: it's okay I just hope that it's not anything else Sadie ...
Sadie: no no of cours-
You: okay here's that key... sorry did i interrupt something ?
You say after noticing how intense the atmosphere felt in the room
Jenna: no we were just talking
She smiles and grabs the key from you
Jenna; let me walk Sadie back okay? I'm gonna grab some stuff to shower
You: okay cool
You smile and nod towards Sadie then you sit back onto the bed going on your phone as Jenna gets up and walks out the door following Sadie
You post some pics of you, Jenna and the girls on insta and caption it: With my girls and my amor @ jennaortega
You smile and get up to make some popcorn and some tea to cure Jenna's head ache
You're serving the popcorn in a bowl and hear someone knock on the door
Thinking it was Jenna you open it quickly but then seeing someone in a mask
???: are you y/n ?
You: ye-yeah?
???: here
The person obviously being a female based on the voice
You grab an envelope from the person
You: thanks ?
They walk off slowly enough for Jenna to come out of her room and seeing them then seeing you poking your head out of the door frame facing them
Jenna: who was that ?
You jump Jenna scaring you
You: geeze babe don't sneak up on me like that
You laugh and shrug
You: I don't know but they handed me this ?
Jenna walks into the room and grabs the envelope from you
It says: To y/n from '??????'
Jenna looks at you confused
You: here let's open it ?
Jenna nods and hands it to you
You both sit on the bed and open the envelope
It's a ... love letter ??
Jenna: who the actual fuck??? Ima murder someone !!
You laugh
You: baby I have no idea who this is from but it's signed as 'M'
Jenna: I will hunt them down !
You grab her face and bring her into a kiss
You: honey I don't want anyone but you okay?
Jenna: I'm glad we made it official today.. although I was already considering you mine
You: same but I'm glad we did too, I want you to know that I feel incredibly lucky-
You hear a meow coming from under the bed
You: that's my queue thorns probably hungry
Jenna laugh and nods
You: but Im making you some tea it should be done any second now
Jenna; you're too good to me
She kisses your cheek, you get up and feed thorn then serve you and Jenna some tea
[time skip One week later]
You've been receiving these love letters, you have at least five now, not only do you have no idea who it could be but it can literally be anyone
(In art class)
Art Instructor: So this piece I want you all to create, I want it to be something that reminds you of your worst fear... something that's unclear to most but behind it carry's your story of the fear that you hold within...
She continues talking and you immediately know what you're afraid of, you see pieces like this really hit home, although you're amazing at portraying emotion through your art this one is gonna be kind of tough
Your phone vibrates and you see it's a picture from Jenna

(Jenna through text)Jenna💞: what do you think? I'm practicing for when we do it together !!! You smile and reply You: it's very very scary baby I'm proud of you You laugh and she responds quickly Jenna💞: now let me go get some stuff for our litt...

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(Jenna through text)
Jenna💞: what do you think? I'm practicing for when we do it together !!!
You smile and reply
You: it's very very scary baby I'm proud of you
You laugh and she responds quickly
Jenna💞: now let me go get some stuff for our little pumpkin carving date, we gotta discuss our costumes !!
You: I'm excited 🥰🫶🏻
Jenna likes your text and you close your phone focusing back on your instructor
Someone walks in wearing a Chucky costume and whispers in your instructors ear, your teachers name is Ms. Wallow
Ms.Wallow: Okay class your silly halloween grams are here... go ahead pass them out
She tells the kid in the chucky costume
He does as told and passes them out then finally headed to you and hands you eight different grams
You: oh uhh thanks
He looks like he's done passing them out and head out the class
You look through them and read the names then the messages
One from Billie, one from Lauren, one from Zendaya, two from Jenna, one from your art friend Casey, one from chad from science class saying thank you for tutoring him and one in particular signed with an M saying "you should leave you're girlfriend, I can treat you much better"
You look around wondering who the hell can this person be ?

Hiii guys I've been recovering from that rave this weekend I hope you're all doing well!! Sorry for the lag on the updates but I promise I'll be back on track :))

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