message to mom I haven't sent

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I have this nightmare

Where I wake up n all of a sudden
you left

Left us behind
To find a someone to love

You choose a man over your kids
You left and it hurt
I never say anything because I know it's gonna start an argument

I remembered when you left for three years n I only saw u a handful of time
They put things into my head
They said u always do this
I didn't believe them

He cheated, u left him n came back to us
Everything went well we lived together now
We argued all the time

U see someone else you where always gone
You break up
Arguments calmed down

U start talking to a guy
Arguments r worse between us
U left to live with him your gone

It's a rotation for u I learned not to trust u anymore

I just want my mom back

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