Shoto and The Author's story (Discontinued)

Chapter two

"Aizawa what's wrong, I know something is up!" I shouted at Aizawa.

"I can't see him, until tomorrow night" Aizawa sobbed.

I walk up to him and give him a hug. After a minute I went to go make coffee for us, but then I encountered Midoriya walk away from Shoto's room, with messy hair, his clothes looked like they were just chucked on. I glared at him to let him know what he just did to me. As I continued to walk I decided to go to Shoto's room and talk to him about what just happened and to help me get Aizawa out of my room.

|* Knocks on the door *|

"Shoto I need to talk to you about something..." I explained as I open the door.

And to my surprise I see Shoto in an unpleasant state. I turn back around towards the door and as I was about to open it I felt a hand on my shoulder. I freeze in place knowing that if I turn I will get all red. Damn why did I put myself in this situation! The door creaks as it swings open knocking me to the side, and Shoto in a towel standing in the door way.

"Midoriya?" Shoto said as he was bemuse on what just happened.

"I saw him walking this way! Where is he Todoroki!" Midoriya beemed across at Shoto.

I stay silent behind the door. Deku is off his tree over me walking towards Shoto's room.

"What's this?" I wishpear to myself as I pull out pills from Deku's pants.

Well finders keepers right!? As I stay quiet behind the door, Midoriya finally closes the door and by doing so a fall to the ground.

"Ooh who's this!? Don't answer that. WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU IN SHOTO'S ROOM WHILE HE IS ONLY IN A TOWEL!" Midoriya screamed at me like I was nothing.

"Well funny thing-" I start to speak but then he cuts me off.

"HIS MY BOYFRIEND NOT YOURS NEWBIE!! YOU CANT STEAL HIM SINCE YOU MADE KIRISHIMA CHEAT ON KACHAAN WITH YOU, YOU SLUT!!" Midoriya continued to scream at me.

I bolt out the room crying, just from what Midoriya said to me and how he treated me. As I reach my dorm Aizawa wasn't there but Bakugo.

"FUUUUCK!" I shout out.

Not now I can not fucking deal with this right now. Please leave, bakugo. Please leave now without starting a fight with me.

"You o-ok Coops?" Bakugo softly said in surprise that he saw me like this.

"NO BAKUGO, AM NOT OK. I HATE LIFE AT THE MOMENT!!" tears burst out even more as I tried to talk.

I fell to the floor, the tears wouldn't stop flowing. Bakugo just leaves the room. I can't stop the feeling of being left out, unloved, and unwanted. No one will understand the pain, no one will care if I just go. |* Opens the drugs and swallows all of them .*|

"Hahah, hah well I did it now!" I shout as I am not afraid of anything.

I walk out of my room to the outside and I just make it to the steps, before I collapse to the ground from the affect of the drugs. I could hear faint voices but I couldn't see anything, it's just a black void.

"Aizawa is he ok?" A voice spoke.

"Yeah, what happened to him, sir?" Another voice spoke.

Why can't I move, or see, smell, touch, but why can I only hear others. I felt my body getting picked up by someone muscular. My dead weight was nothing for this person. Suddenly I could see, move, and everything else, but I was really tired. Did the drugs not work?

"Oh, your awake now, let me tell Aizawa." Recovery girl said in response of me waking up.

"Hey kiddo, so what did you take for you to almost die on the steps in front of the dormitory?" Aizawa said without hesitation.

"Umm drugs....?" I said bemused.

Aizawa looks at me like I actually hates being alive. I look back with a sense of emotion in my face.

"When can I see Sho-... Nevermind." I whimpered out but then stopped as I felt the pain of rejection.

"Shots, me or Todoroki?" Aizawa replied.

"Nevermind Aizawa, just remembered something." I explained without most the details.

I sit there feeling so much pain again. Did Aizawa carry me here? Now that I think of it, it would make sense. Damn only if he could smash me right now. But no I still love Shoto...

"It hurts." I growl as I get hit with this massive emotions.

"What hurts?" Aizawa moves closer to me checking for any areas on me that can cause me pain.

My breathe got heavy and the room started to get hotter, or is it just me over reacting on this situation. I slumped my head onto Aizawa's chest. I felt him jump a little due to me resting my head on his chest, but he just let me rest there. I decided to get up and continue my classes I have.

"I want to go to class now" I politely asked.

"Sure but take it easy and slow!" Aizawa said helping me out the bed.

I stood up and started to walk it was hard due to gravity and a weak body. But Aizawa helped me stand my place. As soon I got the hang of it I ran to the class room for Todoroki. Aizawa stopped as I reached the door.

"If you want to see Shoto that's fine, but I can tell him that your waiting in your dorm for him. Therefore you two can get to know each other. I am just guessing here though." Aizawa smartly said as he knew what I wanted.

"Ok yeah, I will just go to my dorm then." I agreed to it.

I started to walk off and I see Shoto run ahead of me then waits for me to catch up. He grabs my hand and talks to me about the situation I heard about him and Deku. I was surprised that he just said that at this moment. It's only been like a semester of the 2nd year, I was in class C for the first year cause I didn't bother doing stuff in the exams. We continued our walk to his dorm instead, and we chatted.

|* Day 6 of semester 2 *| Well yesterday was perfect, Aizawa got Shoto to talk to me! Oh my god, and we are meeting up at that old and abandoned garden. He so dreamy, like he so perfect in my books of fantasy. I walk over to the garden and see Shoto there.

"Hey, so what do you want to talk about, Coops?" Shoto asked.

"It's about the feelings I have for you..." I explained really nervously.

I walk closer to Shoto, as I explain. Playing around trying to distract myself. I eventually find gardening tools and start to fix up the overgrown gardens, Shoto tagged along. We talked up to an hour, until we decide to go back to the dorms. We met Bakugo and kirishima on are way to the dorms. But Aizawa comes running with the biggest smile on his face.

"Hizashi! He is going to make it. My fiance he is going to make it!" Aizawa happily cries out.

"Oh that's great news Aizawa!" I replied feeling happy for Aizawa.

Aizawa walks off back to the nurses office. Shoto and I continue to walk to the dorms but we changed our minds and instead we went to the training centre. As we walked towards the centre we met Tamaki, Mirio, and Shinso. Aizawa adopted Shinso and Eri, he has taken really good care of them.

"Oh hello Tamaki, Mirio, and Shinso. How is your day been?" I asked.

"Good, since my dad is going to recover." Shinso replied tiredly.

"Ok, I guess?" Tamaki said getting sad straight away.

"It's ok babe! Eri was worried about Hizashi, but she is happy now that Hizashi will be home soon." Mirio said entering the training centre.

We all walked in, Shoto grabbed my hand and we walked to the landside district to train there, obvious he said that for his advantage. Tamaki, Mirio, and Shinso go to the storm in the city district. Shoto says he is not going easy on me, but I know he will. I throw my explosive daggers at Shoto and to my surprise.