𝐘𝐎𝐔 || eren yeager

11 - jealousy

- getting lazy 😭😭 i have writers block pls forgive me
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mikasa's pov

growing up, i had no one, no one except for him

eren

that girl hes with now...

she needs to be rid of, shes just another piece of toy hes going to end up breaking anyways, what am i scared for?

maybe its because i havent seen him act like this towards anyone before?

jealousy? envy?

i look out the window, watching eren lean his body on his car as he spoke to y/n, no cigarette to be seen, no booze? nothing.

its 3 AM

why is it that hes acting so weird?

i get it, shes the "girlfriend" but do they seriously think im fucking dumb? i scrunch my face at the thought of eren and her together

he doesnt look good with her
why cant he understand the fact i should be with him instead

"quit dozing off"

jean pokes me, i roll my eyes at him as i let out a smoke from my dart,

he smirks at the expression i made, "jealous?" he asks me as he watches the two have a conversation outside, i watched eren's every single move, the way one hand would be in one of his pockets, while one was out.

fixing his hair as he spoke to her

hm

"i hate them,

"i hate her more though" i say, squishing the cig on the ash tray, harder as i watched eren smile at her

"thats crazy" jean laughs, "crazy how eren fucks you and is 'somehow' in a year old relationship" he smiles, i know theyre not real

why the hell is he protecting her?

i cant say a word otherwise..

"but its okay, erens not all that" jean 'jokes', i give him a stink eye with the comment he made, what a clown. does he think hes any better?

theres just no way

no way id let her keep up with this

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y/n's pov

"here, take my hand" eren smirks at me as he holds his hand out for me, i look at him, confused

but he looks inside the house to see mikasa and jean watching, he looks back at me and smiles as he pushes his hair back, "so what now?"

i take his hand nervously, i seriously have to take this fake girlfriend thing for real now..

i grab his hands, they were so

soft, and big

i couldnt help but enjoy his hand's warmth against my cold hand.

i smile a little as i look down, watching every step i made towards his house

eren opens the door for me, and lets me go in first, which meant i had to see mikasa and jean first

jean nods his head at me with a small smirk at me, while i look at mikasa, smoking as she gave me a dead look

"when the hell are you guys gonna leave?" eren says as he shuts the door behind him,

"go upstairs, wait for me" he whispers to me, causing mikasa to furrow her eyebrows at the both of us, but i listened to eren first before bothering to make a comment about how mikasa was acting towards me

skank

as i head upstairs, i stopped at the very top and hid behind a wall to listen in on the conversation

"you're not staying over night, mikasa"

"but why?! youve always let me! in your bed too!"

oh

wow..
alright then

i can hear jean's laughter echo throughout the house but ended up becoming quiet as the frustration grew in eren's voice

"just get the fuck out and go home, you're both drunk and you both have your own houses.. go!" eren yells, does eren have any good friendships or relationships with anyone? the whole time ive been here its all yelling and-

you cant expect much from a family who literally kidnapped you

thats right i guess

i open the door to my room which was pitch black and shut the door behind me, i didnt even bother with turning the light on, i just laid flat, hugging the pillows,

wait

the smell of cologne, it smells like a mans cologne

wrong room?

i get up quickly,

i might have ended up entering eren's room

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literally feel like i have to be sad again to write chapters